I think I'll follow the voice that calls within
Dance to the silent song it sings
I hope to find my place
So my life can fall in place
I know in time I'll find my place
In the greater scheme of things

Sunday, January 24, 2010

falling in love with Running


my Kuya started the craze about running..
then his girlfriend .. then her housemate.. then her bestfriend and his boyfriend..

they go to almost all Fun Run (LoL..XD) like Condura Run, Thrill of the Trail, The Big Blue Run, The Bull Run, Century Super Bud Run, Men's Health Urbanathlon, PhilStar Celebrity Run ..etc..etc..

i always come with them, para wala lang. makiosyoso sa sport which captured may Young Professional's attention.
i take their pictures.

until one Sunday afternoon, while they were out jogging around Sunken Garden, i was left alone at the car reading pharmacognosy. it was sad and booring. and i thought, what if i run with them?
i can do that..
i used to run the whole oval in Dinalupihan.

so the thursday after that Sunday i tried running around UST. just for fun..
just to kill time..
and i felt it..
what they call "THE RUNNER'S HIGH"

and i became addicted to it.

yung pakiramdam parang kagaya ng kapag lasing ka..
the pain, your lungs shouting for oxygen, your numb legs, your sweaty body, the cool breeze..
it all come together.

after that night, i wanted to run and run everyday..
everyday i can, as long as i have free time..

So here's my Running Status.
I got the questions from The Bull Runner's blogsite @ www.thebullrunner.com
(i met her na, sa ROX sa High Street habang nagreregister sina kuya for PhilStar Celebrity Run. she's really cool and kind and beautiful. :) )
  1. When did you start running? January 12, 2010
  2. Where do you run? around UST's open field
  3. How often do you run? 2x-3x a week
  4. Do you run alone or with others? Preference? I do both. I enjoy running with friends, but I also run alone to relax and think about things.. :)
  5. What is your favorite running accessory? i dont have any running accessories yet since i just started running two weeks ago, except for my Mizuno shoes
  6. What is the best benefit of running for you? i feel relaxed when i run plus it's also my stress-reliever. :) and when im on Runner's High already, i feel great and happy and FREE! :)
  7. What is your running goal? To be a lifelong runner…oh, and the New York Marathon!! :)
  8. Why do you run? im still finding the main reason why im Falling inlove with running right now. :)



Come on, Let's run!!!

Ms. Maningat RPh

the Future of Patient Counseling



Bid Goodbye to MEDICATION MISADVENTURES
Say Hello to Pharmacoeconomic living!

Let's Improve Patient's Quality of Life!
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

XX Blog. Hate!

FIRST and LAST

She did not attend his class last time, a lot of them did not.
She admitted it in front of his face when her classmate asked her to help her answer his question.
"Ms. ..., wala ka rin last time diba?" and
she answered "Yes sir!"

He said, "Okay but ... Okay so ..." (he fires his question)
He was like talking to her casually but this time it was about Drug Interactions.
She tried to listen but there's something wrong.

She skipped his class for a reason. She knows it was wrong but she did not feel any guilt. She believed on "The end justifies the mean."

He knows she wasn't around during his class. He knows her. He asked about her. Her classmate told the kolehiyala.

She called her during recitation today after his quiz which she studied yet missed to memorize what was essential, she did not know the answer. She did not understand his lesson by herself last night too. He tried to get her through, he tried to help her but those words he was speaking was like being backfired to him. Her ears was shut. Her mind wasn't working. She was mentally absent. She never understood him. And then she said "I dont know sir." then his head moved sideways in a little disappointment. He made her sit and explained what was he asking her. Still, she was mentally absent.

Her heart was beating faster than normal since her HECO Class, her stomach was like being tickled. It was not butterflies in the stomach this time. She felt really bad, as in her body was not functioning properly. She thought her heart might crash anytime.

Plus she hated him. She regretted the fact that she liked him before.
She wanted to kill herself in front of his cute bulgy eyes and let him see her little bloody heart. She hated herself because she hates him now.

Maybe all is her fault. Maybe she should have just attended his class and ignored him in front and do her undone homework then review for her quizzes.

For a moment, while her other classmates were being tortured with very logical questions from his witty cranium, she felt sadness because she was tempted to cut his class the other day, to not attend a Major Subject for a pharmacy student.


Tonight She will Study.
She will read Chapter 24: Adverse Drug Reaction and some chapters from their prescribed book.
Tonight she is more than motivated to scan her sources of information for tomorrow's lesson.
Tomorrow she will let him forget about his disappointment.
The kolehiyala can do that.

minsan este kadalasan lang talaga TAMAD si kolehiyala.



got to go guys.
need to study.

XOXO
E.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

bitter

hindi ako sigurado kung heart broken ba talaga ako or niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko.
blahh..blahh..blahh..
Gago ba siya para di nya maramdamang "i like him"
Hindi "ilovehim"

bagay yung theme song na "Langit ka, Lupa ako"

paano ba yung pag MOVE-ON???
f*ck that "Move on thing"
i've been trying so hard to learn how to do it since last Summer pa. but my gawwd..its soo difficult.
how do we move on?
nabibili ba yan? magkano?
napapag-aralan ba yan? saan at mag eenroll ako.

parang inaalam ko kung paano tanggalin ang puso ko sa chest cavity ko nang hindi namamatay. o kaya parang inaalam ko kung paano tanggalin yung part ng brain ko na siya ang lamang memory nang hindi napaparalyze.

minsan na nga lang mag function normally yung heart ko, ganito pa..

tsktsk.

bitter ako ngayong gabi..

i think, i might need some
of this:


oh, hindi lang ako nag-iisa sa problemang yan.. dahil around 50% ng mga kolehiyalang online pa ngayong oras (3:09am) ngayong gabi gaya ko ay nalulungkot rin at ginagawang parang alak ang computer.
nagpapakalasing, nagpapakalango, nagpapakasabog sa radiation ng monitor na umiilaw habang nakikinig ng paboritong f*ucking heart-break song.

XOXO
E.

Friday, January 8, 2010

mY narcissism :D

kailangan kong pakalmahin, ayusin at tapusin ang kaguluhan at pagtatanong ng mga taong hindi mapakali katititig.

boys: opo. ako yan. relax lang! haha
girls: opo. ako yan. takes 50sits ups every time bored ako. hahaha. wag nang mainsecure! LoL!! XD
gays: hindi yan super edited. Crop lang, at konting lagay ng vignette gamit ang Light Room, okay na. hahaha

............
BEFORE......................................After

Minsan lang naman ako magkaganitong pics, me kumokontra't nagtatanong pa. :p

hahahahahaaha!
hahahahahahaha!
sige, tawa pa!
hahahahahahahaha!
:D


XOXO
E.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

bakit nag cu-CUt ng Class?

guilty ako!


Sino sa mga kolehiyala, at sa mga college student ang hindi pa naranasang mag cut ng class?

ang tawag sakanila: NERD. walang social life. pakamatay na dapat sila.


20 reasons kung bakit nag cu-cut ang kolehiyalang ito:

1. may recitation - hindi nakapagbasa kagabi
2. may quiz - hindi nakapag-aral.
(aasa sa special exam na ibibigay. kunwari nagkasakit. pepekein ang medical certificate. pano? papapirma sa kaibigang doktor)
3. may exam sa susunod na subject na mas importante -mag-aaral na lang
4. nagbavibrate na yung tsan sa gutom -kakain na lang
5. hindi nagising ng maaga -nagoversleep sa dorm -kakagimmick o kakababad sa computer kagabi
6. may gagawin pang report para sa susunod na subject
7. may gagawin pang assignment o sasagutan pa ang data sheets
8. manghihiram ng lab. gown o bibili ng bagong apparatus para sa laboratory
9. nakakaantok ang boses ng prof. -makakatulog lang din naman, sa dorm na lang
10. inaya ng bf/gf na mag date na lang sa may quadri o carpark
11. naimpluwensyahan ng barkada -gagawin ang bad habits
12. jebs na jebs na. -as in hindi na makayanan. kailangan nang umuwi
13. sobrang late nang dumating sa class -hindi na lang papasok. kakain na lang.
14. masyadong nalamigan sa org.room -nasarapan kaya matutulog na lang dun
15. may project/activity ang org. -minsan lang naman. pagbigyan na
16. may gimmick -manonood ng sine sa trinoma (yun ang malapit eh) / kakain sa Taco Bell, mag-iinuman
17. crush ang prof. -magpapaka bitter at hindi papasukan ang subject
18. sira ang aircon, mainit sa classroom -library na lang. self-study, malamig pa
19. walang kwenta mag turo ang professor -mas magaling ang seatmate/kabarkada na DL
20. hindi interesado sa subject -english, HECO, technical wrting. yung subject na tipong common sense lang. mayabang ako eh. :D


masarap talaga yung kolehiyo.
maraming maraming natututunan.
at hindi nyo siya dapat ikumpara sa highschool mga kids, dahil sa highschool, aminin nyong kahit paano ay manginginig kayo kapag nasabihan kang "Pinapatawag ka sa Guidance Office" o kaya "Pinapatawag ka sa Principal's Office"

walang ganyan sa kolehiyo.

walang principal! Dean lang. (na palaging may meeting o may klase sa Graduate School kaya wala sa office nya)

ang kolehiyalang ito ay hindi santa.
at okay lang sakanya na mapunta sa impyerno! :D
(kasi at least siya ang kaisa-isang gorgeous,hot kolehiyalang nasa implyerno na nagmamahal kay God)

OMG.

GTG Guys.

see you when i see you!
Like i'll see you talaga.
harhar



XOXO
-E.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Bak to independens!

Yes mga lola, nakabalik na ang Dyosa sa indipendens na tinitake for granted nya every second of it!

at dahil doon,wala pa ako gaanong maisip bukod sa pag gimmick at sa patuloy na pag tunaw sa laman loob ko. :D

halina jan sa D.Square sa byernes ng gabi mga prends. XD

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Nagpaapakilala ang bagong blogger (kunwari)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
at dahil new year, kelangan daw may something new sa kin
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Okay fine, pinalitan ko na ang pangalan ng blog ko.
at dahil pinalitan ko na kelangan daw magpakilala ako ulit.



HELLO Sayo at WELKAM SA BLOG KO! :)



Kunwari na lang ako yung kolehiyala na mahilig maglamyerda sa kung saan saan at pumupunta sa kahit anong pleys dalhin ng aking feet.
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na nakatambay sa me kanto ng dapitan at naglolollipop sabay banat ng kwento kasama ang hotties sa eskwela.
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na nagpaparty tuwing Byernes ng gabi don sa me The Fort. Emba, Alchemy, Encore.name it, im der!
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na fashionista na maiksi pa sa micro mini skirt ang suot pang-baba habang rumarampa sa entabledo ng academe.
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na inuUno ang mga subject gaya ng Botany, Pharmacognosy, Pharmacology o Trigonometry.
Kunwari ako yung cool, hip, witty kolehiya jan sa me Dapitan at nag-aabang sa pagdating ng 2011, kung kelan gagradweyt na sa mga pahirap ng unibiersidad ko.

Isipin mo na lang ako yung kolehiyala sa panaginip mo.
yung seksi kolehiyalang nagpatulo sa laway mo noong nakaraang Byernes sa Bar.
yung super hotness kolehiyalang nagpabalik-balik sayo sa Bora at CWC.
Sige na, isipin mo na lang rin, ako yung kolehiyala na magaling magsulat. frustrated writer ang inyong lingkod.


At Dahil isa lang naman akong Normal na kolehiyala, normal na tamad talaga ako.
tinamad na akong gumawa ng bagong blog site kaya gagamitin ko na lang itong luma.
Tinamad na rin kasi akong mag-isip ng bagong pangalan ng blog.
At tinamad na akong magintindi kung paano ba ginagamit yung wordpress (dun daw ako lumipat sabi ng mga kaberks ko eh) since hindi naman ako katalinuhan kagaya ng madla.


Pagpasennsyahan nyo na:
ang kakitiran ng pag-iisip ko minsan (o kadalasan).
kung hindi ako madalas makakapag blog kapag me pasok, pasakit kasi yang mga propesor na yan, sagabal sa blogerya.
kung wrong grammar ang inglis ko, natutulog ata ako nung nagdidiscuss yung titser ko tungkol dun e.
kung minsan emo ako o minsan puso tungkol sa lablayp ang ipopost ko dito.


Pramis, gagawin ko lahat, maka Zero na ako sa pharmacology at Pharmacognosy, makapag blog lang ng maayos ayos.


HELLO Sayo at WELKAM SA BLOG KO! :)