isang reason kung bakit sobrang mahirap mag move on mula sayo...

alam kong alam mo na merong something

kaya lang dinededma mo.

ang wost part, ako na nga ang nag ttake ng courage at nag sstep up, binabalewala mo lang.

may araw na sobrang maayos tayo. tapos bigla bigla, kinabukasan deadma nanaman.

nacoconfuse na ako.

at sa sobrang confused ko, nalimutan ko na na merong tayong pag-asa.

at ngayon pagod na ako.

di mo na ako makikita sa corridors. di mo na ako mararamdaman. mawawala ako na parang hindi mo ako nakilala.

ayaw ko na Gits. mag momove on na ako.
masyado mona akong tinetake for granted.

DanzFusion
December 2, 2010
Medicine Auditorium

performance by our professors!







i can watch this video over and over again!
lalo na kapag emomoments.
Lol!

its really hard to have the feeling that you just cant really utter but if you have this hope that one day you will be able to say what you needed to say then the feeling will soften and life will go on as it is supposed to be.
love is twisted.
cupid sometimes play with our hearts . sometimes he just fail to hit that darn love arrow, but there will come a time he will hit it bull’s eye, we just have to wait. 
good things come to those who wait. if you are ment for each other, then whatever will come in between will not matter because at the end you will still be together.

Amore Prima

this is for the one man i have always wanted to be with, but because of very complicated complications, our future is really blurry.

Another World of Me

Numb as I possibly can. Let me not notice you

Let my eyes be far from your stare of thousand meanings

Yet, let not it be sole reason for you not to experience my marvel

I always miss you. I always wait for you

Forty-six hours feel like eternity…

Now is another lifetime

Unnoticed; this now is another world of my own

Stay in front of everybody and let loose of your words

Look me in the eye and illuminate my psyche

Come and edify me to embrace understanding

And after this now, do not leave elsewhere yet

Pause.

If in case I forget to bid goodbye, remind me

Be not like the ray of sunlight which can be seen seldomly

To glance is hard.

Coincidence would be great!

Corridors are our islets of happenstance.

And then I will miss you again

Confusing Addiction

Dashing through the corridor, I search for you

My darling, my morphine, my personal addiction

Hunting your bulgy eyes which sparkle like dew

Appear from nowhere and feed the thirst of my vision

I dress, I speak, I think, I live for your presence

Come and take my heart which beats for your essence

Love me, hate me, adore me or ignore me

Still faithfully until forever my heart is for thee

Albeit you having confusing actions

With you around life is always in proportions

Smile, be not a stranger, stay in front of me wholly

For it is you alone who takes away my melancholy

 Beloved Stranger

Roses are now red and violets are now blue

My life has been colorful all because of you

Every waking morning is an excitement

It is again with you I will share every moment

I love you. You love me. No one will ever be a replacement

To unbreak our love has become God’s commandment

Not until this very day I ever lived

For how can I exist when we are parted?

Be not far from my loving arms of embrace

Each day as you dash though the corridors of homage

I’m just there walking, wandering, waiting to see your grace

Come Mister Big and let me feel your love and patronage

And I hope this present will last until ever after

Madly, deeply, crazily in love with my favorite stranger

Stay. Don’t change. Don’t let loose. Adore me forever

My new lover. My yesterday’s _____________r.

Tainted First Love

You told me that you will be my knight and shining armor

Taught me how to love and be loved again

Appreciated my beauty and glamour

Even though I’m wounded from war and villain.

Months and months I felt thy love endlessly

Like how you promised to my heart purposefully

You became the sole ideal man I ever wanted

Until that night I never expected you, daunted.

I asked why but you never answered

So I thought it was as simple as counting one till one hundred

I was wrong together with all of my judgments and expectations

You were a jerk just like my friend’s descriptions.

My trust is what you have just spoiled

The only thing I could give to someone I adored

Forever I will care for you as pure as the purest dove

The man who tainted my first love.

[poisonIvy]

eda.maningat

bad dream

after our first Exam this morning, I went home to sleep a little before buying tickets for Equus.
I Woke up almost crying :(
my dream was so bad that i dont want to sleep ever again. :(
so here’s  the story:
it was a typical wednesday afternoon at school,i was walking through the corridors, reading some notes when my phone rang..
it was Git’s mom, she was  crying…
she told me that Gits died fifteen minuets ago because of heart attack. my jaw dropped in disbelief. i froze for a minuet and then rushed to their home to see him.
he was wearing a white shirt and a pair of jeans. his body was curled in a position that his head was almost touching his foot. maybe he was in severe pain.
..suddenly, as any dreams would always happen, i saw the past, during the attack.
he was alone in their living room,watching television, eating junkfoods when suddenly his chest started to tingle, as minuets pass by,the pain intensifies. he was shouting loudly but no one could hear him …and then the screaming vanished, his eyes shut, he was relieved, his heavy breathing stopped…he was dead.
i was crying (in my dream) all the while i was seeing how he yelled for help but nobody could hear him and all the while he was in intense pain and i can do nothing but watch.
i woke up when he was being transferred to a white bed…buti na lang nag alarm naang cellphone ko!
i was alone in our room and my vision was blurred of tears which just couldn’t fall.
i dont want to sleep again. so i left our room.
i wish i wont dream like this especially of him in it again. :(

sh*t!

Sh*t..
months na pala ang binilang bago nagkaroon ng update itong blog ko.
SH*t..
ang dami-dami ko na din palang unfinished blog at nakatambak na silang lahat doon sa Edit Posts na folder tapos may naka lagay na draft.
SH*t...
ang tamad ko.
ang bobo ko.
at wala na akong time.

paborito ko kayang mag kwento, kaya lang bakit ganito. hindi na updated ang blog ko. :(
sabi ko pa naman sa sarili ko noong pinalitan ko ng bagong pangalan itong personal site na to na gagawin ko ang lahat para lang ma super update ang page na ito, kaya lang SH*T, kinurrupt talaga ako ng 3rd year second sem.

Yan, trip kong palitan ulit pangalan ng site ko..
Trip lang..
May tumblr na din ako at twitter..

iuupdate ko na nga to.. napapagalitan na din kasi ako ng mga taong nagtatsagang basahin an gmga sinusulat ko. XD

cinnamon swirl's haven

cinnamon swirl plus a venti of frappe

will be the first aid of a broken heart.

..since that Starbucks Dapitan opened.

PLUS its extra worth for nocturnal crazy people

                             1. pampatanggal ng tama kapag nakainom/lasing

                            2. pampagising kapag nag-aaral

                            3. pagkain habang nag-papalipas ng oras

                            4. choice of breakfast or dinner

                            5. pampalamig

google's racism

I was listening to Magic89.9's jock this early morning at around 4am while i was studying when the DJ advertised his tumblr page containing this racist' image taken from google!
nakakabadtrip lang! Ang racist nila!

tapos may tinag naman sakin yung isa kong friend sa facebook na lalong nakaka badtrip!

yung sa first picture, wala na ngayon.
pero yung sa Filipinos, yung iba nandoon pa din..

Grrr!

Badtrip!

Team Miracle's Success

This morning at 9:30 am
Tuesday, 11th day of March,
we defended our Thesis Proposal for our Technical Writing Subject...

and it was alot BETTER that what we have expected from ourselves!

we call our group Team Miracle. Why and How?
On day one, when our president grouped us for this thesis/research, we never expected that we'd be grouped together; Pam, Francis, Laurie, Claire and I.
The three of us can almost be described as happy-go-lucky students because we party alot, drink every weekends and most of the time are too lazy to do school works. Claire is the only not-so-lazy person so she was really nervous about our group. She was so worried that we'd never finish, or that's we'd fall apart in the middle of doing it, or that we'd let her do all the research, typing, editing and almost everything.
That was a Tuesday night when all we did was to think and convince our president to regroup us but nothing happened. It was almost midnight when we finished discussing, arguing and admitting that we'd really be groupmates altogether.
We let go and let things happen, so we promised ourselves that we'd be doing the works fair-and-square.
One evening, when we were thinking about our title, while we were searching the internet about fun, interesting yet scientific stuffs, I stumbled upon a word which spells "MIRACLE". So i thought, since everyone of us, in our group, loves cramming, its just be good to call ourselves TEam MIRACLE.

Team Miracle - is a group of 5 cool, hot and clever college students struggling to finish their "thesis" as part of the requirements for their TW subject.

our group's name itself united us together. We were so fond of it that we created a Fan Page for it in Facebook who's fans can be counted with you fingers and toes. Hahaha LoL! Well, the main purpose of the Fan Page is to have a place where we can upload as many pictures of us, while doing the thesis. :D
click this and become one of our fans! LoL

Every time there is a paper to be passed for this Thesis Proposal, we do it the fast way- CRAMMING: Do Everything the Night Before.
The cycle is that we go to Laurie's Dorm, call their dorm guard and let him buy our dinner, facebook for about an hour and then when one gets sleepy at pasimpleng hihiga sa likuran namin, that's only the time when all of us be stimulated to be serious and do the researching, typing and editing, that will be around 9pm,plus there's he facebooking/admiring/youtube video viewing in the middle of the researching and reading part so most of the time, we end up at around 11pm-midnight. Sometimes, we do things alot faster than normal because we have exams in a lot of subjects pa the next day so we lessen the Facebooking period.

The First task was to submit a title together with objectives and problems and then back it up with abstracts or journal articles.
Our first five topics were all rejected. :D the funny thing about it, and also the reason why we accepted it was going to be rejected was that 4 out of 5 were about either about ALCOHOL or NICOTINE. Only one is the really thesis-type topic which was i guess accepted but we only needed to change one of our plant source. my favorite topic there was about Acetylcystein's effect on drug-induced hang-overs. hahaha LoL.
So we researched a little bit more and ended up with real Thesis-type topics and in that batch of topics where some were approved and others were rejected, we chose what we wanted to focus our study about.

The Second Task was to do a Matrix for the Review of Related Literature.
we researched in the Library's Online Databases (SCIENCE DIRECT and PRO-QUEST) everything we needed for the paper and then sent the links to our email addresses. The not-so-good part was that we never knew that night that those links can not be opened outside the University grounds, that we still need to connect to the University's Internet server to be able to acquire the full article. It was already around 9:30pm when we realized this super mega huge problem, so we decided that we will come early to school na lang in the morning to get those articles from the library na lang. The next morning, another not-so-good part happened again, Pam arrived at around 8:30 na (we have QC1 class at 9am) and she forgot the titles of the articles we needed to download pa. :D LoL! all we did was to laugh it off, some were disappointed but all in all, it was okay. we still have time, 8 hours at most because the papers should be passed at 5pm, after Pharmacology make-up class. So we downloaded the articles using the library's computers and then printed it out (during lunch break). We ate late lunch na lang during PharCare i guess (2:00-3:00pm) . The MIRACULOUS part was that we finished the MAtrix thing before 5pm!! How? well, during those minuets when Sir Ivan Tanodra was discussing his stuff about pharmacology, we did the matrix! hahaha.. Pam, Claire, LAurie and I divided the works, one person per article. By the time Sir Gavino Ivan was done with his discussion, we were at the back shutting Laurie's Mac Book na.. hahahahaha!

The Third Task was to do the entire Chapter 1.
I already forgot how we were able to come up with a Chapter 1 that Tuesday morning, basta all i remembered was that I di my part (Backgroud of the Study/Introduction) in a computer shop full of cute guys shouting bad words at each other while playing DOTA. and then Claire compiled it and printed it at around 6:30 am that same Tuesday morning when we were to submit it. :D

The Fourth Task was to do Chapter2.
Again, we divided the parts of chapter 2 among ourselves. We did "something similar" with editing at Laurie's place, (they lang pala. natulog lang kasi ako sa likuran nila habang ginagawa yung kung ano man yun. LoL) Ginawa ko lang yung part ko pag kauwi dito sa dorm. I could still vividly remember that Monday night, just last Monday night when all i was granted was around 2 and a half hours of sleep because i still waited for Francis' part to be emailed and then i still edited the entire thing with Pam's snore as my background music. And we still have quizzes for all of our subjects that day: Tuesday. i slept at around 4am that Tuesday morning. I had real fun that night! :)

And the LAst task was to Defend our Thesis Proposal
Again, we did the entire preparation only the night before, it was a Wednesday night at Laurie's dormroom. They did the power point preparation while I prepared myself for my Laboratory examination: CBC night at UST Hospital.
The slides were't finished yet by 7am and our defense will be AT 9:30 AM and i still dont have a formal clothing to wear and pam just left their home at Pasig! hahahhaa..
Cramming..
one hour before defense, our slides are still lacking its components and we were all really pressured. LoL
30minuets before our defense, we still dont have a hard copy of our Thesis Papers for the Panelists and Pam is still not around.
Francis did a Miracle and printed, the fastest he could, those Papers for the Panelists and then Pam arrived and 5 minuets before our turn to defend what we have done, we put on some sort of formal clothing. actually, mukha nga kaming mag paparty sa bar. LoL. hahaha

During the Defense, it wasnt perfect yet it wasnt a disaster.
Our Thesis is FEASIBLE! it is "DOABLE" sir Jay Jazul said.

some of our classmates told us that we had the second to the highest grade that morning, while others said we had the Highest score. I dont know. I/We dont care.
ALL WE CARE ABOUT IS THAT OUR THESIS PROPOSAL IS DONE AND IT IS FEASIBLE FOR Fouth Year!
hahaha

What A MIRACLE!

I wrote this something to remind me/us that one day, we did something incredible WITHOUT ASKING ANYBODY'S help.
We did a Thesis Paper with the most we can do. And defended it in the best way be can.
(kahit na nang loloko lang talaga si Francis nang sinabi nyang magbibigay kami ng something sa mga manufacturing laboratory para malaman ang importance ng SoyBean Oil as Table Lubricant. hahaha
at Nanloloko lang din siya nung sinabi niyang meron kaming basis/standard na plant material na pag cocompare-an ng gagawin naming SoyBean Oil Extract as Tablet LUbricant. hahaha LOL! :D)

Sometimes, we just have to believe in ourselves that we can do something over what we think we are only capable of because maybe, just maybe, this gamble will help us know even more of ourselves and learn that we still could stretch ourselves from what we are, what we have and what we are capable of doing today for the better and for the future.
Thesis Writing is not just about having a witty cranium, I / We learned based on what we have experienced that Thesis Writing as also about Team Work, great Imagination and alot of Inspiration (from facebook espacially. hahahab LoL!)

Now that Thesis is done, only the Alcohol, good memories and tighter friendship bond will hold us together.

The use of Hydrogenated Vegetable Oil Specifically Soybean Oil as Tablet Lubricant

(i revise daw namin, dapat daw
"The Use of Soybean Oil as Tablet Lubricant"
na lang)

ÜÜÜ

Cac, Christine Claire
Carreon. Laurie Moreen
Mallari, Pamela Ann Mae
Maningat, Maria Eda
Ty, Francis Adrian

thanks, i really enjoyed that One Semester of working with your guys.
buti na lang masyadong tight ang friendship natin kaya hindi tayo nag fall apart.

I ♥ You!
:)
XOXO
-eda

Cramming

Our wall clocks says its already 3am but i think its lying..
my dormmate told me that its twenty minuets advance two weeks ago, well, i dont come late for class anymore so maybe they advanced the time a little bit more..

This is the second night i've been deprived from sleep this week.. and its only a Monday night!

last night (Sunday night), i slept at around 1am and woke up at around 630am.
i did nothing but read, memorize and understand things.
coffee helped me through those struggling moments when all i wanted was to sleep on my bed and forget about QC Lecture quiz, Pharmcognosy Practical Exam, Manufacturing Lecture Quiz and Pharmacognosy Lecture Quiz. (im not the nerd-type.i just watch-out from failing grades XD)

i do this all the time, i cram.. like a typical college student, i love cramming. its fun for me. and it makes my learning more interesting because i when i cram, i start to learn fast and understand faster and then that's it.. im ready for exams which my other classmates studied for nights. (yabang!) LoL!

Yesterday (technically it happened yesterday na because its already Tuesday now), our professors in Parmacognosy Laboratory got mad at us. as in their heads were smoking! and we were so afraid that we want to bring back those minute seconds during our Practical Exam.
Another 3 Plant specimens were broken during the practical exams. We already destroyed 2 specimens last week. So now, they are furious about it. They are saying that somebody destroyed the specimens in purpose because the way it was broken was so perfect, it can only be done intentionally. Mam David, one of our professor in Pharmacognosy Lab who is also our professor in Pharmacognosy Lec was so mad about it and she was shouting in front of our class during lecture hours and said "Kung sino man ang tumarantado sa plant specimens na yon, umamin na! Kundi buong klase madadamay!" She told us that she's going to recompute our grades and when that happens, almost three quarters of our class will fail, maybe including myself. Yes, she can do that. She just showed alot of mercy solving our grades during prelims that's why we passed the period, but if she recomputes it, then we are DEAD!
After class, one of our classmates admitted his fault and said sorry. And all we need to do now is to find CEYLON CINNAMON, ERGOT, SAGE, HYSDRATIS and i forgot the other specimen.

Now, i need to fight against this sleepy feeling again. Im kinda nauseous already but i cant let it get in to me.
I still need to finish Chapter 2 of our Thesis which will be passed tomorrow at 8:30am. My groupmates are already snoring behind me so i really dont have a choice but to finish this myself.
Plus, i still need to go crazy over Pharmacology, the one subject im not lazy to study for.
and then there's the pressure over that long exam at HECO class, Technical Writing, Manufacturing Pharmacy Lab., Quality Control Laboratory plus our defense on Thursday!
Ohhh my..
:D
This is fun!

If college life is a bingo game, then we'd be winning most of the time.
For example, tomorrow, we have exams in all our Subjects, two minor subjs. plus 3 Major Subjs.
BINGO. full house. :D

This is F - U - N!!!
Life's never been interesting.
College has really its own way of changing how people live their lives.

and tomorrow night, i will rest and sleep until the day breaks behind my curtains..until the sun sets infront of our television..

and i'm still going to put here gits' memory..
his cute bulgy eye, his suuper witty psyche, his blue eye glasses and fatty yet hottie figure.

...
that's about it for this morning, i should do my job na.
byeeee

XOXO
-e

Bicolana Pizza

Thin crust pizza topped with bicolandia's Bicol Express..

yummy!


sa CamSur Watersports Complex (CWC) ko pa lang siya na tikman and i dont know kung saan pang place nakakabili nito..

At first akala ko yucky pero first bite pa lang, gusto ko nang mag bite ulit for more!

Tama lang na thin crust ang ginamit nila kasi kung yung thick ay para ka nang kumakain ng rice at ulam.
Hindi siya maanghang; siguro para na din sa mga tourists na hindi mahilig sa spicy foods although sapalagay ko dapat maanghang siya para malasahan ng lahat ang tunay na chili ng bicol. anyway pwede nang lagyan ng madaming hot sauce.


And everytime na uuwi ako ng Bicol, palagi ko itong titikman..

:)

talk about Platonic Relationship white board

Every Mondays and Wednesdays, we are assigned at room 202 at the Main Building from 1pm-4pm. I don’t really care what section they are before us or what subject are they discussing about which always keep us waiting till exactly or a little bit later than 1 pm, all I know is that their year level are lower than us, so that make me/us proud of ourselves. LoL. Today was an exemption, because when I entered the classroom, there were three questions written using a purple colored white board marker big enough to catch a student’s attention.

It also says that their answers to the teacher’s question must be passed tomorrow (March4,2010 –which is technically today since it is already 1:30am) put in yellow pad paper.

Since I know (I think I do) the English instructor who asked this “emo” question on the white board, I’m going to try and answer it, too bad I can’t pass this to the teacher.

(hindi ko na napicturan kasi nasaharapan na yung prof. namin, nag didiscuss ng solutions :p)

So here are the questions:

1. In your opinion, does platonic relationships really exist? Explain Exhaustively.
Yes platonic relationships really exist. I can tell you that from what I’ve seen, felt or experienced in my nineteen years of existence.
First, since I wasn’t there when the instructor instructed about this “Platonic relationship”, let me first illuminate you about this two-word noun (tama bang noun yon? Di ko alam. Hehe).
I “googled” it off and here is my most liked meaning:
PLATONIC:
1. The tendency of women to develop close friendships with their male acquaintances, thereby pre-emptively eliminating any possibility of a romantic relationship, the result of which is to remove the poor schmuck's heart and shred it

2. The process by which attractive and otherwise eligible women, when faced by proffered declarations of romantic interest by a male acquaintance, destroy the ego and spirit of said acquaintance by declaring that they only want to be "friends."
Typical response from a female to a male in a platonic relationship:

"I have feelings for you too, I don't want to do anything that could jeopardize our friendship. You're like a brother to me."

www.urbanictionary.com

I know that my source is not that reliable but all of the other more reliable website tell almost the same. I liked this more because of the “schmuck’s heart” word. :D

My answer: I do believe that platonic relationship exists because human heart cannot be dictated, if you feel you are intensely attracted to that one person but he treats you only like a normal colleague or friend, you can never dictate your heart to stop loving that one person you are so fond of. For a good portion of us, attraction to the opposite sex is genetically “hardwired” into our psyche. There’s no way to avoid it. We find the physical form of the opposite sex attractive, the opposite sex exudes pheromones that we find attractive, even something as simple of the timbre of the voice of a member of the opposite can trigger a romantic response in us. Add to that the fact that nothing makes a romantic relationship more successful then when the people involved are “friends first”, and it’s easy to see why platonic relationships can be difficult to keep strictly platonic. Feelings especially that of love is not like a TV station where you can just turn off once the TV anchor tells you to turn the TV off and he then tells you to listen to the radio instead. Like in being in love, you can’t just shut your heart off one person you want to watch, admire, see, mingle, care for, attend to, or love all day long just because he tells you, “I don’t love you back”.
Although many platonic relationships do not work well, it starts when romantic feelings spring up in both parties, then the friendship turns into a romantic relationship and everyone is happy. But a good portion of the time only one of the friends becomes attracted to the other, and then the platonic relationship is in trouble. But I believe that if you are really fond of that one person; your friend, especially if you have been friends for a very long time, you are willing to suffer all the pains just to be with him and continue what you have. In a relationship, it is not always about having fun and being in calm waters because sometimes it is the struggle that spice up the relationship, even for a platonic relationship.
Platonic relationship is really hard to handle and it takes a brave heart, an open mind and courage to keep the relationship going.

2. Why is that sometimes platonic relationships turn sour?
Platonic relationships sometimes turn sour when one of the two parties(her) demand more that what the other party(him) can give. Another point is when she can no more handle the frustration and pain their relationship is causing her.

3. Would you rather stay with your friend even if he does not love you back? Or would you just turn and walk away because you don’t want to get hurt?
This is the question for those stereotype people who has fallen in love with their best friend or one friend in his/her circle of friends.

I would answer this question as if I have fallen in love with my real life best friend.

I would rather stay with my friend even if he does not love me back. In the first place, he is still my friend who held my hand as I cross the dark phases of my life and the same friend who laughed with me during the funniest moments of my journey. He is still that one guy friend who was, not only the closest thing to being my brother, but also the one man I’d like to waste the rest of my day with. The only problem which complicates things is when I felt a deeper kind of love, a love other than “philia”, a love which is named in Latin as “amore”.

It’s weird having this sentiment, especially when I have nobody to share it to since the one guy I tell all my secrets to, is the same secret I keep from the world. Yet, I will stay with my best friend as “best friends” since friendships are never broken so I can still make him feel my love all the time we are together. It is okay to be just friends with him even though I already love him because I believe that one’s lover must also be one’s best friend.

It is really hard to keep yourself from being in love with one guy who would always be sweet for you everyday, who would always walk you home, who would always eat with you during lunch and dinner, who would always buy you ice cream whenever you are sad, who would always give you a big hug when you achieve something incredible and a guy friend who would always be there for you no matter what. Who would not fall for your her definition of Mister right when he is right there by your side, as best friend. He who would give you all but not love.

Platonic relationships really exist, and the thing that’ll make it sour is when she grows tired of loving him but at the end, she would still choose to be with him and be there to make him feel her love rather than to just walk away and be afraid to get hurt.

Credits to
www.urbandictionary.com
http://www.entertainmates.com

If in case I forget to bid goodbye

Numb as I possibly can, let me not notice you
Let my eyes be far from your stare of a thousand meanings
Yet, let not it be the sole reason for you not to experience my marvel

I missed you. I waited for you.. 46 hours felt like eternity..

Now is another lifetime
Unnoticed; this now is another world of my own

Stay in front of the world and let loose of your words.

Look me in the eye and illuminate my psyche
Come and edify me to embrace understanding
And after this now, do not leave elsewhere yet
Pause.

If in case I forgot to bid goodbye, remind me
Be not like the ray of sunlight which can be seen seldom

To glance is hard.
Coincidence would be great!
Corridors are our isle of happenstance.

And then I will miss you again.

work out time!

kapag ...

napasobra na ang pag paparty..
napasobra na ang pag fofood trip..
napasobra na ang pag-inom..
napasobra na ang pag relax..

mejo magugulat ka na lang bigla na mataba ka na pala at may bilbil ka na sa tsan.
di na maisuot ang paboritong pantalon at masikip na ang paboritong top.

kaya bigla kang maaalarma at titigilan na ang maliligayang araw at mag didiet na.

tamang tama lang ang panahon ngayon para simulan ang diet:
1. Cuaresma : sakto sa fasting o abstinence.
2. May sapat na panahon pa para maging sexy pag dating ng summer
3. Makakapagipon para sa future gimmick dahil mababawasan ang bibilhin na pagkain

it's time to work out!
jogging, sit-ups, minus calorie intake, gym
kailangan hottie ang kolehiyala sa summer kapag rumampa na ulit nang naka bikini sa CWC.

ganito ang aim natin girlfriends...

yung tipong pag accidentally nahawakan mo, hindi sya soft dahit puno ng fats at bilbil.
ewwww








or pwedeng ding ganito

na kapag naiangat ng konti ang shirt, may makikitang six little cute squares..


we can do this!

Paboritong quotable quotes today

1. Exam ka ba? nauubos kasi oras ko kakatitig sayo.
(nakita ko yan sa desk ko nakasulat ng blue pen kanina habang pharmacognosy). inagaw ang atensyon ko.
totoo naman kasi diba. lalo na kapag problem solving ang exam. lalo na yung mga tipo ng problem na nakakapamroblema talagang isolve. lalo na yang Compleximetry at Redox sa Lab. kahit paano pa balibaliktarin yung mga numbers na given, di talaga..parang mali yung percent purity kasi sobra sa 100%. o kaya yung edta, sobrang laki ng parts per million na parts per billion na ang kinalalabasan. sabay LoL na lang at katok sa scientific calculator praying na may magic ito at ibigay ang tamang computation.
isa pa yang practical exam sa pharmacognosy. in a matter or seconds dapat masagot mo ang tanong kundi tutunog na ang bell ni kuya glen at say goodbye ka na sa one point. suuuper pasalamat na ang mga nakaka atleast ten mistakes. halleluia! pero wala naman kaming choice kundi sumagot lang ng sumagot ng mga words na parang out of this world. sabay LoL na lang ulit at maririnig mo na ang "ring"..ring"... :D
pero may twist ang practical exam ng inyong lingkod kanina dahil habang nasa station number 17 ako, 10 seconds pa lang ang nakalilipas, habang iniimagine ko ang itsura ng reviewer ko nang nakadungaw sa bintana ng FLR Lab4 at biglang dumaan yung ultimate crush ko this semester! Natulala ako sakanya sabay labas ng thought na "honeycomb of beeswax". palagay ko yun yung tamang sagot so sinulat ko na "ring".."ring"... sabi ng timer ni kuya Glen. good bye station 17 na.


2. Oohh my GoOood! Daga?
(hulaan kung sino ang nagsabi!) haha :p
meron tumatakbong mga salita sa imagination ko pero di ko na lang sasabihin, baka bukas lang o next week singko na pala, automatically, ang grade ko.. LoL!
blind item muna. kunwari hindi siya kilala ng mga ka year level ko.
sorry boss. nagvavlag lang. :p



nakakawala ng pagod yung mga nakikita at naririnig ko.
masaya naman pala yung Pharmacy na course.
:)

nakakapagod lang talaga minsan.

sabi nila, palagi na lang daw kami nagrereklamo sa mga bagay.
sabi ko naman, okay lang mag reklamo kahit wala na ring dahilan ang nirereklamo, hindi naman bumabagsak and besides, sumusunod pa rin naman kami kasi as if naman may choice kami. LoL

kaya namin ito.
2011 gagradweyt kami

special mention sa mga ka group ko sa "thesis"
tawag namin sa group namin:TEAM MIRACLE


XOXO
-e

falling in love with Running

my Kuya started the craze about running..
then his girlfriend .. then her housemate.. then her bestfriend and his boyfriend..

they go to almost all Fun Run (LoL..XD) like Condura Run, Thrill of the Trail, The Big Blue Run, The Bull Run, Century Super Bud Run, Men's Health Urbanathlon, PhilStar Celebrity Run ..etc..etc..

i always come with them, para wala lang. makiosyoso sa sport which captured may Young Professional's attention.
i take their pictures.

until one Sunday afternoon, while they were out jogging around Sunken Garden, i was left alone at the car reading pharmacognosy. it was sad and booring. and i thought, what if i run with them?
i can do that..
i used to run the whole oval in Dinalupihan.

so the thursday after that Sunday i tried running around UST. just for fun..
just to kill time..
and i felt it..
what they call "THE RUNNER'S HIGH"

and i became addicted to it.

yung pakiramdam parang kagaya ng kapag lasing ka..
the pain, your lungs shouting for oxygen, your numb legs, your sweaty body, the cool breeze..
it all come together.

after that night, i wanted to run and run everyday..
everyday i can, as long as i have free time..

So here's my Running Status.
I got the questions from The Bull Runner's blogsite @ www.thebullrunner.com
(i met her na, sa ROX sa High Street habang nagreregister sina kuya for PhilStar Celebrity Run. she's really cool and kind and beautiful. :) )

1. When did you start running? January 12, 2010
   
2. Where do you run? around UST's open field
   
3. How often do you run? 2x-3x a week
4. Do you run alone or with others? Preference? I do both. I enjoy running with friends, but I also run alone to relax and think about things.. :)
   
5. What is your favorite running accessory? i dont have any running accessories yet since i just started running two weeks ago, except for my Mizuno shoes
6. What is the best benefit of running for you? i feel relaxed when i run plus it's also my stress-reliever. :) and when im on Runner's High already, i feel great and happy and FREE! :)
   
7. What is your running goal? To be a lifelong runner…oh, and the New York Marathon!! :)
   
8. Why do you run? im still finding the main reason why im Falling inlove with running right now. :)

Come on, Let's run!!!

Ms. Maningat RPh

the Future of Patient Counseling

Bid Goodbye to MEDICATION MISADVENTURES
Say Hello to Pharmacoeconomic living!

Let's Improve Patient's Quality of Life!
:D

XX Blog. Hate!

FIRST and LAST

She did not attend his class last time, a lot of them did not.
She admitted it in front of his face when her classmate asked her to help her answer his question.
"Ms. ..., wala ka rin last time diba?" and
she answered "Yes sir!"
He said, "Okay but ... Okay so ..." (he fires his question)
He was like talking to her casually but this time it was about Drug Interactions.
She tried to listen but there's something wrong.

She skipped his class for a reason. She knows it was wrong but she did not feel any guilt. She believed on "The end justifies the mean."

He knows she wasn't around during his class. He knows her. He asked about her. Her classmate told the kolehiyala.

She called her during recitation today after his quiz which she studied yet missed to memorize what was essential, she did not know the answer. She did not understand his lesson by herself last night too. He tried to get her through, he tried to help her but those words he was speaking was like being backfired to him. Her ears was shut. Her mind wasn't working. She was mentally absent. She never understood him. And then she said "I dont know sir." then his head moved sideways in a little disappointment. He made her sit and explained what was he asking her. Still, she was mentally absent.

Her heart was beating faster than normal since her HECO Class, her stomach was like being tickled. It was not butterflies in the stomach this time. She felt really bad, as in her body was not functioning properly. She thought her heart might crash anytime.

Plus she hated him. She regretted the fact that she liked him before.
She wanted to kill herself in front of his cute bulgy eyes and let him see her little bloody heart. She hated herself because she hates him now.

Maybe all is her fault. Maybe she should have just attended his class and ignored him in front and do her undone homework then review for her quizzes.

For a moment, while her other classmates were being tortured with very logical questions from his witty cranium, she felt sadness because she was tempted to cut his class the other day, to not attend a Major Subject for a pharmacy student.


Tonight She will Study.
She will read Chapter 24: Adverse Drug Reaction and some chapters from their prescribed book.
Tonight she is more than motivated to scan her sources of information for tomorrow's lesson.
Tomorrow she will let him forget about his disappointment.
The kolehiyala can do that.

minsan este kadalasan lang talaga TAMAD si kolehiyala.



got to go guys.
need to study.

XOXO
E.

bitter

hindi ako sigurado kung heart broken ba talaga ako or niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko.
blahh..blahh..blahh..
Gago ba siya para di nya maramdamang "i like him"
Hindi "ilovehim"

bagay yung theme song na "Langit ka, Lupa ako"

paano ba yung pag MOVE-ON???
f*ck that "Move on thing"
i've been trying so hard to learn how to do it since last Summer pa. but my gawwd..its soo difficult.
how do we move on?
nabibili ba yan? magkano?
napapag-aralan ba yan? saan at mag eenroll ako.

parang inaalam ko kung paano tanggalin ang puso ko sa chest cavity ko nang hindi namamatay. o kaya parang inaalam ko kung paano tanggalin yung part ng brain ko na siya ang lamang memory nang hindi napaparalyze.

minsan na nga lang mag function normally yung heart ko, ganito pa..
tsktsk.

bitter ako ngayong gabi..

i think, i might need some
of this:


oh, hindi lang ako nag-iisa sa problemang yan.. dahil around 50% ng mga kolehiyalang online pa ngayong oras (3:09am) ngayong gabi gaya ko ay nalulungkot rin at ginagawang parang alak ang computer.
nagpapakalasing, nagpapakalango, nagpapakasabog sa radiation ng monitor na umiilaw habang nakikinig ng paboritong f*ucking heart-break song.

XOXO
E.

mY narcissism :D

kailangan kong pakalmahin, ayusin at tapusin ang kaguluhan at pagtatanong ng mga taong hindi mapakali katititig.

boys: opo. ako yan. relax lang! haha
girls: opo. ako yan. takes 50sits ups every time bored ako. hahaha. wag nang mainsecure! LoL!! XD
gays: hindi yan super edited. Crop lang, at konting lagay ng vignette gamit ang Light Room, okay na. hahaha

............
BEFORE......................................After

Minsan lang naman ako magkaganitong pics, me kumokontra't nagtatanong pa. :p

hahahahahaaha!
hahahahahahaha!
sige, tawa pa!
hahahahahahahaha!
:D


XOXO
E.

bakit nag cu-CUt ng Class?

guilty ako!


Sino sa mga kolehiyala, at sa mga college student ang hindi pa naranasang mag cut ng class?

ang tawag sakanila: NERD. walang social life. pakamatay na dapat sila.


20 reasons kung bakit nag cu-cut ang kolehiyalang ito:

1. may recitation - hindi nakapagbasa kagabi
2. may quiz - hindi nakapag-aral.
(aasa sa special exam na ibibigay. kunwari nagkasakit. pepekein ang medical certificate. pano? papapirma sa kaibigang doktor)
3. may exam sa susunod na subject na mas importante -mag-aaral na lang
4. nagbavibrate na yung tsan sa gutom -kakain na lang
5. hindi nagising ng maaga -nagoversleep sa dorm -kakagimmick o kakababad sa computer kagabi
6. may gagawin pang report para sa susunod na subject
7. may gagawin pang assignment o sasagutan pa ang data sheets
8. manghihiram ng lab. gown o bibili ng bagong apparatus para sa laboratory
9. nakakaantok ang boses ng prof. -makakatulog lang din naman, sa dorm na lang
10. inaya ng bf/gf na mag date na lang sa may quadri o carpark
11. naimpluwensyahan ng barkada -gagawin ang bad habits
12. jebs na jebs na. -as in hindi na makayanan. kailangan nang umuwi
13. sobrang late nang dumating sa class -hindi na lang papasok. kakain na lang.
14. masyadong nalamigan sa org.room -nasarapan kaya matutulog na lang dun
15. may project/activity ang org. -minsan lang naman. pagbigyan na
16. may gimmick -manonood ng sine sa trinoma (yun ang malapit eh) / kakain sa Taco Bell, mag-iinuman
17. crush ang prof. -magpapaka bitter at hindi papasukan ang subject
18. sira ang aircon, mainit sa classroom -library na lang. self-study, malamig pa
19. walang kwenta mag turo ang professor -mas magaling ang seatmate/kabarkada na DL
20. hindi interesado sa subject -english, HECO, technical wrting. yung subject na tipong common sense lang. mayabang ako eh. :D


masarap talaga yung kolehiyo.
maraming maraming natututunan.
at hindi nyo siya dapat ikumpara sa highschool mga kids, dahil sa highschool, aminin nyong kahit paano ay manginginig kayo kapag nasabihan kang "Pinapatawag ka sa Guidance Office" o kaya "Pinapatawag ka sa Principal's Office"

walang ganyan sa kolehiyo.

walang principal! Dean lang. (na palaging may meeting o may klase sa Graduate School kaya wala sa office nya)

ang kolehiyalang ito ay hindi santa.
at okay lang sakanya na mapunta sa impyerno! :D
(kasi at least siya ang kaisa-isang gorgeous,hot kolehiyalang nasa implyerno na nagmamahal kay God)

OMG.

GTG Guys.

see you when i see you!
Like i'll see you talaga.
harhar



XOXO
-E.

Bak to independens!

Yes mga lola, nakabalik na ang Dyosa sa indipendens na tinitake for granted nya every second of it!

at dahil doon,wala pa ako gaanong maisip bukod sa pag gimmick at sa patuloy na pag tunaw sa laman loob ko. :D

halina jan sa D.Square sa byernes ng gabi mga prends. XD

Nagpaapakilala ang bagong blogger (kunwari)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
at dahil new year, kelangan daw may something new sa kin
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Okay fine, pinalitan ko na ang pangalan ng blog ko.
at dahil pinalitan ko na kelangan daw magpakilala ako ulit.



HELLO Sayo at WELKAM SA BLOG KO! :)

Kunwari na lang ako yung kolehiyala na mahilig maglamyerda sa kung saan saan at pumupunta sa kahit anong pleys dalhin ng aking feet.
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na nakatambay sa me kanto ng dapitan at naglolollipop sabay banat ng kwento kasama ang hotties sa eskwela.
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na nagpaparty tuwing Byernes ng gabi don sa me The Fort. Emba, Alchemy, Encore.name it, im der!
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na fashionista na maiksi pa sa micro mini skirt ang suot pang-baba habang rumarampa sa entabledo ng academe.
Kunwari ako yung kolehiyala na inuUno ang mga subject gaya ng Botany, Pharmacognosy, Pharmacology o Trigonometry.
Kunwari ako yung cool, hip, witty kolehiya jan sa me Dapitan at nag-aabang sa pagdating ng 2011, kung kelan gagradweyt na sa mga pahirap ng unibiersidad ko.

Isipin mo na lang ako yung kolehiyala sa panaginip mo.
yung seksi kolehiyalang nagpatulo sa laway mo noong nakaraang Byernes sa Bar.
yung super hotness kolehiyalang nagpabalik-balik sayo sa Bora at CWC.
Sige na, isipin mo na lang rin, ako yung kolehiyala na magaling magsulat. frustrated writer ang inyong lingkod.


At Dahil isa lang naman akong Normal na kolehiyala, normal na tamad talaga ako.
tinamad na akong gumawa ng bagong blog site kaya gagamitin ko na lang itong luma.
Tinamad na rin kasi akong mag-isip ng bagong pangalan ng blog.
At tinamad na akong magintindi kung paano ba ginagamit yung wordpress (dun daw ako lumipat sabi ng mga kaberks ko eh) since hindi naman ako katalinuhan kagaya ng madla.


Pagpasennsyahan nyo na:
ang kakitiran ng pag-iisip ko minsan (o kadalasan).
kung hindi ako madalas makakapag blog kapag me pasok, pasakit kasi yang mga propesor na yan, sagabal sa blogerya.
kung wrong grammar ang inglis ko, natutulog ata ako nung nagdidiscuss yung titser ko tungkol dun e.
kung minsan emo ako o minsan puso tungkol sa lablayp ang ipopost ko dito.


Pramis, gagawin ko lahat, maka Zero na ako sa pharmacology at Pharmacognosy, makapag blog lang ng maayos ayos.

HELLO Sayo at WELKAM SA BLOG KO! :)