Grow Old With Me
You wanna make me smile whenever I’m sad
Carry me around when my arthritis is bad
All you wanna do is grow old with me
Youll get my medicine when my tummy aches
Build me a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with me
Youll miss me
youll kiss me
Give me my coat when I am cold
Youll need me
youll feed me
Even let me hold the remote control
So let you do the dishes in my kitchen sink
Put me to bed if I have had too much to drink
You could be the man who grows old with me
You wanna grow old with me
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Nakapaskil sa jeep na "Quiapo (Ilalim)
SAMPUNG UTOS SA MAG-IINOM
1. Huwag makulit habang nag-iinom!
2. Huwag matakaw at huwag kamayin ang pulutan!
3. Huwag patagalin ang baso, may naghihintay pang tatagay!
4. Huwag uminom ng uminom, kailangang bumili ka rin!
5. Magpaalam kung uuwi na. Huwag yung biglang nawawala!
6. Uminom ng diretso sa tsan, at huwag sa ulo upang maiwasan ang basag ulo!
7. Magtira ng panlakad, kahit hinlalaki ng paa, iwasan din gumuwi ng pagapang!
8. Huwag matutulog habang umiinom!
9. Siguraduhing sa sariling bahay ang uwi kung lasing na.
10. Huwag mananakit ng asawa, kung hindi bigyan ng pang-inom ay dapat mo pang lambingin at nang pagbigyang muli!
*Huling pakiusap, bawal sumuka at umihi sa salawal... Hik!!! Hik!!!
Para tuloy ang samahan.
Samahan ng mga Lasenggero ng Pilipinas
may pag-aalinlangan pa rin
kung gaano ako kaexcited magkaroon ng lisensya ganun din ang level ng takot ko para sa board exam.
natatakot ako sa failure, pero kailangan kong harapin ang takot na yun kasi hindi naman pwedeng hindi kasi masstuck na lang ako sa ganito forever, at hindi yon pwede. hindi yon katanggap-tanggap!
hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin akong motivation para seryosohin ang pag-aaral. iniisip ko pa rin kasi na "Oh My Gosh ang dami dami dami dami ng aaralin! kakayanin ko ba? maaalala ko kaya silang lahat sa board exam mismo?"
doon pa lang natitigilan na ako.
at sa bawat lipat ko ng pahina ng mga libro, sa bawat topic na natatapos ko palagi pa ring may alinlangan. ang pakiramdam na tila wala akong tiwala sa sarili ko na kaya kong itong gawin, wala akong tiwala na kaya kong ipasa ang board exam.
marahil kulang lang ako sa inspirasyon, or motibasyon or mga salitang nakakapagpabuhay ng diwa.
natatakot ako sa failure, pero kailangan kong harapin ang takot na yun kasi hindi naman pwedeng hindi kasi masstuck na lang ako sa ganito forever, at hindi yon pwede. hindi yon katanggap-tanggap!
hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin akong motivation para seryosohin ang pag-aaral. iniisip ko pa rin kasi na "Oh My Gosh ang dami dami dami dami ng aaralin! kakayanin ko ba? maaalala ko kaya silang lahat sa board exam mismo?"
doon pa lang natitigilan na ako.
at sa bawat lipat ko ng pahina ng mga libro, sa bawat topic na natatapos ko palagi pa ring may alinlangan. ang pakiramdam na tila wala akong tiwala sa sarili ko na kaya kong itong gawin, wala akong tiwala na kaya kong ipasa ang board exam.
marahil kulang lang ako sa inspirasyon, or motibasyon or mga salitang nakakapagpabuhay ng diwa.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Anita predicts
Im not really into these kind of things and I dont believe them either. I just find it amusing to read them. :))
Compared to any other applications who tell us about our future, may it be devastating or encouraging, I find the Anita Predictions sweet most of the time. She's the application who speaks about love, life, friendship and sometimes about money too.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Thursday, April 7, 2011
so finally...
after four long, sleepless, stressful yet fun-filled, productive and didactic years I am now done with you BS Pharmacy!
I am happy, who wont be! but in the midst of ecstasy, there's sadness. we are leaving. we wont be in the same classroom for about twelve hours five days a week anymore. its about time for the real life, the real world. :|
thats why now im nostalgic but ill keep it brief. :|
so finally i am graduating...
Four years ago, the first time I stepped on the corridors of 2nd floor in the Main Building, I said to myself "Geez, this will be my home for four long years. can i do this?"
each day I leave my house, I pack light and bring only the essentials but that Monday morning was different. I brought every bit I can: bag, pen, paper, pencil, sharpener, crayons [yeah, I remember bringing this], scissors, extra uniform [I still dont now why I brought this, but yes, I did], handkerchief, money, food, water, courage, positivity, extra smiles, extra patience, humor, my shallow English vocabulary and common sense [just in case]. That day, I guess, I was ready for whatever or whoever.
and so there was I, as what most freshmen look, totally lost and don't have any clue of where to go, when i finally found our classroom [room 21~something. i forgot]. it was cold inside, a little silent and awkward. it was my first time to enter a room where I do not know anyone. I was frightened. Should I speak in English or Tagalog? should I talk to them first or will I wait until they speak to me? Is it okay to sit where ever i want to? Will there be anybody here who is going to be a long term friend? I was nauseous.
Weeks passed by and the environment became ordinary and soothing, I realized that time, I was HOME. I gained friends, been introduced to many different past-time activities, brought to alot of leisure places and built my study habits [dont deny it, we all have study habits!]
Claire, Pam and Shen (she transferred at La Salle after our second year) were my first friends who then became my housemates, then Rama, Rona and Cyndrill's group merged with us and then Neil and Laurie came in. They became my friends. Long-term friends. Never did I thought that I would be blessed with such friends who were in the journey with me through good times and bad. They are one of the few reasons why I survived and enjoyed my college life.
Being in UST Faculty of Pharmacy, I experienced most of my firsts, some of which I would never thought I'd experience in my lifetime. It was my first time to be at school for at least thirteen solid hours and still have alot of homework, reports, and take-home stuffs to be done! I could still vividly remember those sleepless nights when we would have reports the next day and quiz in every subject (most of which is a 5unit course) and assignments and thesis experiments and/or deadlines and classes starts at 7 am. Those were the reasons why we endure sleepless nights which gives us, well specifically me, alot of huge eye bags. It was my first time to have those kind of big, red, swollen eyes which wants to close but dont have the right to because the professor in front who is frantically lecturing appears to be frightening. It was also my first time to experience sleeping for a maximum of 6 hours (during weekdays) and when times get worse, we are spared with two hours of sleep. I also had the chance to travel to alot new places for both research and leisure. It was my first time to walk along the corridor sometimes to have at least the chance to see my crush (you know-who), learned to drink till [we] drop, learned how to correctly puff a cigarette, go to school with a hang-over, review in a beerhouse for a final exam, go home during the wee hours (or not at all), eat alone, kill time, study inside the library, appreciate silence, long free hours and fresh air, use facebook as source of review material, watch a UAAP Game in Araneta and Phil.Sports Complex, see the Master of the Dominican Order, see alot of Pyromusicals for free, MY NAME TO BE PUT IN A TIME CAPSULE and alot more!
Now we are leaving...
[It is time to face the reality which our university prepared us for.]
Even if our journey as pharmacy students seemed to be miserable and looks like it sucks, truth is, it doesnt! Four years was a fun ride! We may not have much time to hang-out in every place we want to, we still had one hell of a college experience which we will never forget for the rest of our lives.
While you are in some place chilling, we are in the Laboratory learning and laughing our lungs out because of an experiment done and funny ways how we manipulated the results for it to be POSITIVE! :))
While you are in the club partying, we are in our rooms chilling on one table with our friends who wont get drunk with alcohol but will act and look exactly the same as your drunk friend because of different mind-boggling pages after pages of pharmacology stuffs.
And while you are dismissed early from class, we are still in the same room enjoying the company of our beloved classmates until the darkness creeps across the corners of our university.
Simple memories are what we remember for the longest time and these memories are built mostly in the company of friends and/or classmates in a peaceful place.
College taught me alot of things about life besides the nerdy part.
How to be independent is my favorite of them all. Im living for four years [and counting] in a place where there is no rules and no one to control me. I can basically do whatever i want to: ruin my life or do something to make it amazing to live in.
Here I am, a day from having by bachelor's degree, proved something to everyone. :)
I will definitely miss our University especially the Faculty of Pharmacy (2nd floor of Main Building).
*plus my college crush. :)) [well, he'll always be my crush even after college]
Its been a pleasure living in the grounds of the Royal Pontifical Catholic University of Sto. Tomas where the presence of God is forever felt, good friends is just a blink away, love is always in the atmosphere and peace is everywhere.
I am happy, who wont be! but in the midst of ecstasy, there's sadness. we are leaving. we wont be in the same classroom for about twelve hours five days a week anymore. its about time for the real life, the real world. :|
thats why now im nostalgic but ill keep it brief. :|
so finally i am graduating...
Four years ago, the first time I stepped on the corridors of 2nd floor in the Main Building, I said to myself "Geez, this will be my home for four long years. can i do this?"
each day I leave my house, I pack light and bring only the essentials but that Monday morning was different. I brought every bit I can: bag, pen, paper, pencil, sharpener, crayons [yeah, I remember bringing this], scissors, extra uniform [I still dont now why I brought this, but yes, I did], handkerchief, money, food, water, courage, positivity, extra smiles, extra patience, humor, my shallow English vocabulary and common sense [just in case]. That day, I guess, I was ready for whatever or whoever.
and so there was I, as what most freshmen look, totally lost and don't have any clue of where to go, when i finally found our classroom [room 21~something. i forgot]. it was cold inside, a little silent and awkward. it was my first time to enter a room where I do not know anyone. I was frightened. Should I speak in English or Tagalog? should I talk to them first or will I wait until they speak to me? Is it okay to sit where ever i want to? Will there be anybody here who is going to be a long term friend? I was nauseous.
Weeks passed by and the environment became ordinary and soothing, I realized that time, I was HOME. I gained friends, been introduced to many different past-time activities, brought to alot of leisure places and built my study habits [dont deny it, we all have study habits!]
Claire, Pam and Shen (she transferred at La Salle after our second year) were my first friends who then became my housemates, then Rama, Rona and Cyndrill's group merged with us and then Neil and Laurie came in. They became my friends. Long-term friends. Never did I thought that I would be blessed with such friends who were in the journey with me through good times and bad. They are one of the few reasons why I survived and enjoyed my college life.
Being in UST Faculty of Pharmacy, I experienced most of my firsts, some of which I would never thought I'd experience in my lifetime. It was my first time to be at school for at least thirteen solid hours and still have alot of homework, reports, and take-home stuffs to be done! I could still vividly remember those sleepless nights when we would have reports the next day and quiz in every subject (most of which is a 5unit course) and assignments and thesis experiments and/or deadlines and classes starts at 7 am. Those were the reasons why we endure sleepless nights which gives us, well specifically me, alot of huge eye bags. It was my first time to have those kind of big, red, swollen eyes which wants to close but dont have the right to because the professor in front who is frantically lecturing appears to be frightening. It was also my first time to experience sleeping for a maximum of 6 hours (during weekdays) and when times get worse, we are spared with two hours of sleep. I also had the chance to travel to alot new places for both research and leisure. It was my first time to walk along the corridor sometimes to have at least the chance to see my crush (you know-who), learned to drink till [we] drop, learned how to correctly puff a cigarette, go to school with a hang-over, review in a beerhouse for a final exam, go home during the wee hours (or not at all), eat alone, kill time, study inside the library, appreciate silence, long free hours and fresh air, use facebook as source of review material, watch a UAAP Game in Araneta and Phil.Sports Complex, see the Master of the Dominican Order, see alot of Pyromusicals for free, MY NAME TO BE PUT IN A TIME CAPSULE and alot more!
Now we are leaving...
[It is time to face the reality which our university prepared us for.]
Even if our journey as pharmacy students seemed to be miserable and looks like it sucks, truth is, it doesnt! Four years was a fun ride! We may not have much time to hang-out in every place we want to, we still had one hell of a college experience which we will never forget for the rest of our lives.
While you are in some place chilling, we are in the Laboratory learning and laughing our lungs out because of an experiment done and funny ways how we manipulated the results for it to be POSITIVE! :))
While you are in the club partying, we are in our rooms chilling on one table with our friends who wont get drunk with alcohol but will act and look exactly the same as your drunk friend because of different mind-boggling pages after pages of pharmacology stuffs.
And while you are dismissed early from class, we are still in the same room enjoying the company of our beloved classmates until the darkness creeps across the corners of our university.
Simple memories are what we remember for the longest time and these memories are built mostly in the company of friends and/or classmates in a peaceful place.
College taught me alot of things about life besides the nerdy part.
How to be independent is my favorite of them all. Im living for four years [and counting] in a place where there is no rules and no one to control me. I can basically do whatever i want to: ruin my life or do something to make it amazing to live in.
Here I am, a day from having by bachelor's degree, proved something to everyone. :)
I will definitely miss our University especially the Faculty of Pharmacy (2nd floor of Main Building).
*plus my college crush. :)) [well, he'll always be my crush even after college]
Its been a pleasure living in the grounds of the Royal Pontifical Catholic University of Sto. Tomas where the presence of God is forever felt, good friends is just a blink away, love is always in the atmosphere and peace is everywhere.
Maningat, Maria Eda I.
Seat No: 28 (oftentimes)
1F . 2F . 3F . 4E Pharmacy
UST Faculty of Pharmacy
Sunday, February 27, 2011
ang bitin kong blog na emo
like a tree in the middle of a dessert, during the deep moments in the darkness of night the lonesome being emanates, loneliness creeps and emptiness cripples the already tired and weary physique.
night after night this feeling grows until the heart makes it part of its beating. night after night of lonesome loneliness and emptiness.
why these?
why thee?
no one knows. nobody even she herself.
about five years ago, she was the happiest lady, even though faced with a lot of adversities, optimism was her mindset. no problem could tear her delicate heart, no one could make her feel blue. the days when she was crazily in love with the omnipotent and benevolent Lord of lords. all was perfect, it felt like paradise here on earth until the day all of them were instructed to stop serving at the altar. she was sent off from her fountain of happiness, from her second family, from her life. ...serving at the Altar was her second self but it was taken away. all can do nothing but obey, obedience is one of their duties.
yes bishop, whatever you say.
and then little by little, inch by inch, time after time the happy smiling face, the flaming and burning love faded.
and then she went to college.
ang naglalagablab na pag-ibig ay natupok ng makamundong mga bagay mula sa kolehiyo, nakakabingi mula sa tawag ng Diyos. hanggang sa ang apoy na naging mahinang baga na lamang, konting kanti ay matutupok nang tuluyan.
hanggang doon nanatili ang lahat, isang maliit na ilaw ng baga sa kailalim-ilaliman ng kanyang puso. naghihintay ng bibig na iihip para tuluyang patayin o isang bibig na iihip upang lumagablab muli.
nagkaroon na siya ng mga kongkretong plano para sa kanyang buhay. hindi na doon kasama ang pagsagot sa tawag na kunwari'y hindi niya naririnig.
hanggang ginambala siyang muli ng munting sulo.
dumating na ang tao na umihip sa maliit na baga, hindi para ito'y patayin kundi para ito'y pagalabing muli.
ngayon siya na'y nalilito sapagkat may takot
night after night this feeling grows until the heart makes it part of its beating. night after night of lonesome loneliness and emptiness.
why these?
why thee?
no one knows. nobody even she herself.
about five years ago, she was the happiest lady, even though faced with a lot of adversities, optimism was her mindset. no problem could tear her delicate heart, no one could make her feel blue. the days when she was crazily in love with the omnipotent and benevolent Lord of lords. all was perfect, it felt like paradise here on earth until the day all of them were instructed to stop serving at the altar. she was sent off from her fountain of happiness, from her second family, from her life. ...serving at the Altar was her second self but it was taken away. all can do nothing but obey, obedience is one of their duties.
yes bishop, whatever you say.
and then little by little, inch by inch, time after time the happy smiling face, the flaming and burning love faded.
and then she went to college.
ang naglalagablab na pag-ibig ay natupok ng makamundong mga bagay mula sa kolehiyo, nakakabingi mula sa tawag ng Diyos. hanggang sa ang apoy na naging mahinang baga na lamang, konting kanti ay matutupok nang tuluyan.
hanggang doon nanatili ang lahat, isang maliit na ilaw ng baga sa kailalim-ilaliman ng kanyang puso. naghihintay ng bibig na iihip para tuluyang patayin o isang bibig na iihip upang lumagablab muli.
nagkaroon na siya ng mga kongkretong plano para sa kanyang buhay. hindi na doon kasama ang pagsagot sa tawag na kunwari'y hindi niya naririnig.
hanggang ginambala siyang muli ng munting sulo.
dumating na ang tao na umihip sa maliit na baga, hindi para ito'y patayin kundi para ito'y pagalabing muli.
ngayon siya na'y nalilito sapagkat may takot
for "the man"
i know that im not the most beautiful girl that you have met
i know that i am not your ideal girl
but there's one thing i am sure of,
i can be the one lady who will love you through thick and thin,
for richer or poorer,
in bad days or good...
i know that i am not your ideal girl
but there's one thing i am sure of,
i can be the one lady who will love you through thick and thin,
for richer or poorer,
in bad days or good...
Sunday, February 13, 2011
when love made me fearful
its hard to accept but little by little i am realizing how much frightened i am to love again.
it feels like i have given all the love that i can possibly give to my one ex-boyfriend that i cant share love to other people anymore.
this is the weirdest feeling that i've ever felt in my entire life.
it feels like i have given all the love that i can possibly give to my one ex-boyfriend that i cant share love to other people anymore.
this is the weirdest feeling that i've ever felt in my entire life.
Monday, February 7, 2011
C .O . R . R . I . D . O . R
the corridor of happenstance
our own version of “Where amazing things happen”
it is here where we
…cry because of failing grade
…laugh because of perfect exam results
…fall in love
…mend our broken heart
…find new friends
…quarrel with fakers
it is along this corridor where we began dreaming
and it also this corridor who will witness us fulfill it.
our own version of “Where amazing things happen”
it is here where we
…cry because of failing grade
…laugh because of perfect exam results
…fall in love
…mend our broken heart
…find new friends
…quarrel with fakers
it is along this corridor where we began dreaming
and it also this corridor who will witness us fulfill it.
muntik nang masabihan ng "HULI ka!"
she was walking along Dapitan a while ago when she thought of puffing a cigarette to ease her boredom but suddenly she remembered him.
three nights ago, at the same spot along Dapitan, she was about to buy a stick of marlboro lights but there were alot of people crowding the cigar stand so she had to wait, but she lost her patience and decided to buy in Antonio instead. when she was about to leave the cigar stand and involuntarily looked around, she saw him! to her astonishment, she walked fast and ignored him and his friend staring at him. she did not smoked from then on.
then she realized how he could change her by just a look in the eye.
he is the only man who can make her do bad habits and live a happy life.
:)
three nights ago, at the same spot along Dapitan, she was about to buy a stick of marlboro lights but there were alot of people crowding the cigar stand so she had to wait, but she lost her patience and decided to buy in Antonio instead. when she was about to leave the cigar stand and involuntarily looked around, she saw him! to her astonishment, she walked fast and ignored him and his friend staring at him. she did not smoked from then on.
then she realized how he could change her by just a look in the eye.
he is the only man who can make her do bad habits and live a happy life.
:)
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Sunday, December 12, 2010
isang reason kung bakit sobrang mahirap mag move on mula sayo...
alam kong alam mo na merong something
kaya lang dinededma mo.
ang wost part, ako na nga ang nag ttake ng courage at nag sstep up, binabalewala mo lang.
may araw na sobrang maayos tayo. tapos bigla bigla, kinabukasan deadma nanaman.
nacoconfuse na ako.
at sa sobrang confused ko, nalimutan ko na na merong tayong pag-asa.
at ngayon pagod na ako.
di mo na ako makikita sa corridors. di mo na ako mararamdaman. mawawala ako na parang hindi mo ako nakilala.
ayaw ko na Gits. mag momove on na ako.
masyado mona akong tinetake for granted.
alam kong alam mo na merong something
kaya lang dinededma mo.
ang wost part, ako na nga ang nag ttake ng courage at nag sstep up, binabalewala mo lang.
may araw na sobrang maayos tayo. tapos bigla bigla, kinabukasan deadma nanaman.
nacoconfuse na ako.
at sa sobrang confused ko, nalimutan ko na na merong tayong pag-asa.
at ngayon pagod na ako.
di mo na ako makikita sa corridors. di mo na ako mararamdaman. mawawala ako na parang hindi mo ako nakilala.
ayaw ko na Gits. mag momove on na ako.
masyado mona akong tinetake for granted.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
its really hard to have the feeling that you just cant really utter but if you have this hope that one day you will be able to say what you needed to say then the feeling will soften and life will go on as it is supposed to be.
love is twisted.
cupid sometimes play with our hearts . sometimes he just fail to hit that darn love arrow, but there will come a time he will hit it bull’s eye, we just have to wait.
good things come to those who wait. if you are ment for each other, then whatever will come in between will not matter because at the end you will still be together.
love is twisted.
cupid sometimes play with our hearts . sometimes he just fail to hit that darn love arrow, but there will come a time he will hit it bull’s eye, we just have to wait.
good things come to those who wait. if you are ment for each other, then whatever will come in between will not matter because at the end you will still be together.
Amore Prima
this is for the one man i have always wanted to be with, but because of very complicated complications, our future is really blurry.
Another World of Me
Numb as I possibly can. Let me not notice you
Let my eyes be far from your stare of thousand meanings
Yet, let not it be sole reason for you not to experience my marvel
I always miss you. I always wait for you
Forty-six hours feel like eternity…
Now is another lifetime
Unnoticed; this now is another world of my own
Stay in front of everybody and let loose of your words
Look me in the eye and illuminate my psyche
Come and edify me to embrace understanding
And after this now, do not leave elsewhere yet
Pause.
If in case I forget to bid goodbye, remind me
Be not like the ray of sunlight which can be seen seldomly
To glance is hard.
Coincidence would be great!
Corridors are our islets of happenstance.
And then I will miss you again
Confusing Addiction
Dashing through the corridor, I search for you
My darling, my morphine, my personal addiction
Hunting your bulgy eyes which sparkle like dew
Appear from nowhere and feed the thirst of my vision
I dress, I speak, I think, I live for your presence
Come and take my heart which beats for your essence
Love me, hate me, adore me or ignore me
Still faithfully until forever my heart is for thee
Albeit you having confusing actions
With you around life is always in proportions
Smile, be not a stranger, stay in front of me wholly
For it is you alone who takes away my melancholy
Beloved Stranger
Roses are now red and violets are now blue
My life has been colorful all because of you
Every waking morning is an excitement
It is again with you I will share every moment
I love you. You love me. No one will ever be a replacement
To unbreak our love has become God’s commandment
Not until this very day I ever lived
For how can I exist when we are parted?
Be not far from my loving arms of embrace
Each day as you dash though the corridors of homage
I’m just there walking, wandering, waiting to see your grace
Come Mister Big and let me feel your love and patronage
And I hope this present will last until ever after
Madly, deeply, crazily in love with my favorite stranger
Stay. Don’t change. Don’t let loose. Adore me forever
My new lover. My yesterday’s _____________r.
Tainted First Love
You told me that you will be my knight and shining armor
Taught me how to love and be loved again
Appreciated my beauty and glamour
Even though I’m wounded from war and villain.
Months and months I felt thy love endlessly
Like how you promised to my heart purposefully
You became the sole ideal man I ever wanted
Until that night I never expected you, daunted.
I asked why but you never answered
So I thought it was as simple as counting one till one hundred
I was wrong together with all of my judgments and expectations
You were a jerk just like my friend’s descriptions.
My trust is what you have just spoiled
The only thing I could give to someone I adored
Forever I will care for you as pure as the purest dove
The man who tainted my first love.
[poisonIvy]
eda.maningat
Sunday, November 7, 2010
bad dream
after our first Exam this morning, I went home to sleep a little before buying tickets for Equus.
I Woke up almost crying :(
my dream was so bad that i dont want to sleep ever again. :(
so here’s the story:
it was a typical wednesday afternoon at school,i was walking through the corridors, reading some notes when my phone rang..
it was Git’s mom, she was crying…
she told me that Gits died fifteen minuets ago because of heart attack. my jaw dropped in disbelief. i froze for a minuet and then rushed to their home to see him.
he was wearing a white shirt and a pair of jeans. his body was curled in a position that his head was almost touching his foot. maybe he was in severe pain.
..suddenly, as any dreams would always happen, i saw the past, during the attack.
he was alone in their living room,watching television, eating junkfoods when suddenly his chest started to tingle, as minuets pass by,the pain intensifies. he was shouting loudly but no one could hear him …and then the screaming vanished, his eyes shut, he was relieved, his heavy breathing stopped…he was dead.
i was crying (in my dream) all the while i was seeing how he yelled for help but nobody could hear him and all the while he was in intense pain and i can do nothing but watch.
i woke up when he was being transferred to a white bed…buti na lang nag alarm naang cellphone ko!
i was alone in our room and my vision was blurred of tears which just couldn’t fall.
i dont want to sleep again. so i left our room.
i wish i wont dream like this especially of him in it again. :(
Friday, April 30, 2010
sh*t!
Sh*t..
months na pala ang binilang bago nagkaroon ng update itong blog ko.
SH*t..
ang dami-dami ko na din palang unfinished blog at nakatambak na silang lahat doon sa Edit Posts na folder tapos may naka lagay na draft.
SH*t...
ang tamad ko.
ang bobo ko.
at wala na akong time.
paborito ko kayang mag kwento, kaya lang bakit ganito. hindi na updated ang blog ko. :(
sabi ko pa naman sa sarili ko noong pinalitan ko ng bagong pangalan itong personal site na to na gagawin ko ang lahat para lang ma super update ang page na ito, kaya lang SH*T, kinurrupt talaga ako ng 3rd year second sem.
Yan, trip kong palitan ulit pangalan ng site ko..
Trip lang..
May tumblr na din ako at twitter..
iuupdate ko na nga to.. napapagalitan na din kasi ako ng mga taong nagtatsagang basahin an gmga sinusulat ko. XD
months na pala ang binilang bago nagkaroon ng update itong blog ko.
SH*t..
ang dami-dami ko na din palang unfinished blog at nakatambak na silang lahat doon sa Edit Posts na folder tapos may naka lagay na draft.
SH*t...
ang tamad ko.
ang bobo ko.
at wala na akong time.
paborito ko kayang mag kwento, kaya lang bakit ganito. hindi na updated ang blog ko. :(
sabi ko pa naman sa sarili ko noong pinalitan ko ng bagong pangalan itong personal site na to na gagawin ko ang lahat para lang ma super update ang page na ito, kaya lang SH*T, kinurrupt talaga ako ng 3rd year second sem.
Yan, trip kong palitan ulit pangalan ng site ko..
Trip lang..
May tumblr na din ako at twitter..
iuupdate ko na nga to.. napapagalitan na din kasi ako ng mga taong nagtatsagang basahin an gmga sinusulat ko. XD
Saturday, March 20, 2010
cinnamon swirl's haven
cinnamon swirl plus a venti of frappe
will be the first aid of a broken heart.
..since that Starbucks Dapitan opened.
PLUS its extra worth for nocturnal crazy people
1. pampatanggal ng tama kapag nakainom/lasing
2. pampagising kapag nag-aaral
3. pagkain habang nag-papalipas ng oras
4. choice of breakfast or dinner
5. pampalamig
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
google's racism
I was listening to Magic89.9's jock this early morning at around 4am while i was studying when the DJ advertised his tumblr page containing this racist' image taken from google!
nakakabadtrip lang! Ang racist nila!
tapos may tinag naman sakin yung isa kong friend sa facebook na lalong nakaka badtrip!
yung sa first picture, wala na ngayon.
pero yung sa Filipinos, yung iba nandoon pa din..
Grrr!
Badtrip!
nakakabadtrip lang! Ang racist nila!
tapos may tinag naman sakin yung isa kong friend sa facebook na lalong nakaka badtrip!
yung sa first picture, wala na ngayon.
pero yung sa Filipinos, yung iba nandoon pa din..
Grrr!
Badtrip!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Team Miracle's Success
This morning at 9:30 am
Tuesday, 11th day of March,
we defended our Thesis Proposal for our Technical Writing Subject...
and it was alot BETTER that what we have expected from ourselves!
we call our group Team Miracle. Why and How?
On day one, when our president grouped us for this thesis/research, we never expected that we'd be grouped together; Pam, Francis, Laurie, Claire and I.
The three of us can almost be described as happy-go-lucky students because we party alot, drink every weekends and most of the time are too lazy to do school works. Claire is the only not-so-lazy person so she was really nervous about our group. She was so worried that we'd never finish, or that's we'd fall apart in the middle of doing it, or that we'd let her do all the research, typing, editing and almost everything.
That was a Tuesday night when all we did was to think and convince our president to regroup us but nothing happened. It was almost midnight when we finished discussing, arguing and admitting that we'd really be groupmates altogether.
We let go and let things happen, so we promised ourselves that we'd be doing the works fair-and-square.
One evening, when we were thinking about our title, while we were searching the internet about fun, interesting yet scientific stuffs, I stumbled upon a word which spells "MIRACLE". So i thought, since everyone of us, in our group, loves cramming, its just be good to call ourselves TEam MIRACLE.
Team Miracle - is a group of 5 cool, hot and clever college students struggling to finish their "thesis" as part of the requirements for their TW subject.
our group's name itself united us together. We were so fond of it that we created a Fan Page for it in Facebook who's fans can be counted with you fingers and toes. Hahaha LoL! Well, the main purpose of the Fan Page is to have a place where we can upload as many pictures of us, while doing the thesis. :D
click this and become one of our fans! LoL
Every time there is a paper to be passed for this Thesis Proposal, we do it the fast way- CRAMMING: Do Everything the Night Before.
The cycle is that we go to Laurie's Dorm, call their dorm guard and let him buy our dinner, facebook for about an hour and then when one gets sleepy at pasimpleng hihiga sa likuran namin, that's only the time when all of us be stimulated to be serious and do the researching, typing and editing, that will be around 9pm,plus there's he facebooking/admiring/youtube video viewing in the middle of the researching and reading part so most of the time, we end up at around 11pm-midnight. Sometimes, we do things alot faster than normal because we have exams in a lot of subjects pa the next day so we lessen the Facebooking period.
The First task was to submit a title together with objectives and problems and then back it up with abstracts or journal articles.
Our first five topics were all rejected. :D the funny thing about it, and also the reason why we accepted it was going to be rejected was that 4 out of 5 were about either about ALCOHOL or NICOTINE. Only one is the really thesis-type topic which was i guess accepted but we only needed to change one of our plant source. my favorite topic there was about Acetylcystein's effect on drug-induced hang-overs. hahaha LoL.
So we researched a little bit more and ended up with real Thesis-type topics and in that batch of topics where some were approved and others were rejected, we chose what we wanted to focus our study about.
The Second Task was to do a Matrix for the Review of Related Literature.
we researched in the Library's Online Databases (SCIENCE DIRECT and PRO-QUEST) everything we needed for the paper and then sent the links to our email addresses. The not-so-good part was that we never knew that night that those links can not be opened outside the University grounds, that we still need to connect to the University's Internet server to be able to acquire the full article. It was already around 9:30pm when we realized this super mega huge problem, so we decided that we will come early to school na lang in the morning to get those articles from the library na lang. The next morning, another not-so-good part happened again, Pam arrived at around 8:30 na (we have QC1 class at 9am) and she forgot the titles of the articles we needed to download pa. :D LoL! all we did was to laugh it off, some were disappointed but all in all, it was okay. we still have time, 8 hours at most because the papers should be passed at 5pm, after Pharmacology make-up class. So we downloaded the articles using the library's computers and then printed it out (during lunch break). We ate late lunch na lang during PharCare i guess (2:00-3:00pm) . The MIRACULOUS part was that we finished the MAtrix thing before 5pm!! How? well, during those minuets when Sir Ivan Tanodra was discussing his stuff about pharmacology, we did the matrix! hahaha.. Pam, Claire, LAurie and I divided the works, one person per article. By the time Sir Gavino Ivan was done with his discussion, we were at the back shutting Laurie's Mac Book na.. hahahahaha!
The Third Task was to do the entire Chapter 1.
I already forgot how we were able to come up with a Chapter 1 that Tuesday morning, basta all i remembered was that I di my part (Backgroud of the Study/Introduction) in a computer shop full of cute guys shouting bad words at each other while playing DOTA. and then Claire compiled it and printed it at around 6:30 am that same Tuesday morning when we were to submit it. :D
The Fourth Task was to do Chapter2.
Again, we divided the parts of chapter 2 among ourselves. We did "something similar" with editing at Laurie's place, (they lang pala. natulog lang kasi ako sa likuran nila habang ginagawa yung kung ano man yun. LoL) Ginawa ko lang yung part ko pag kauwi dito sa dorm. I could still vividly remember that Monday night, just last Monday night when all i was granted was around 2 and a half hours of sleep because i still waited for Francis' part to be emailed and then i still edited the entire thing with Pam's snore as my background music. And we still have quizzes for all of our subjects that day: Tuesday. i slept at around 4am that Tuesday morning. I had real fun that night! :)
And the LAst task was to Defend our Thesis Proposal
Again, we did the entire preparation only the night before, it was a Wednesday night at Laurie's dormroom. They did the power point preparation while I prepared myself for my Laboratory examination: CBC night at UST Hospital.
The slides were't finished yet by 7am and our defense will be AT 9:30 AM and i still dont have a formal clothing to wear and pam just left their home at Pasig! hahahhaa..
Cramming..
one hour before defense, our slides are still lacking its components and we were all really pressured. LoL
30minuets before our defense, we still dont have a hard copy of our Thesis Papers for the Panelists and Pam is still not around.
Francis did a Miracle and printed, the fastest he could, those Papers for the Panelists and then Pam arrived and 5 minuets before our turn to defend what we have done, we put on some sort of formal clothing. actually, mukha nga kaming mag paparty sa bar. LoL. hahaha
During the Defense, it wasnt perfect yet it wasnt a disaster.
Our Thesis is FEASIBLE! it is "DOABLE" sir Jay Jazul said.
some of our classmates told us that we had the second to the highest grade that morning, while others said we had the Highest score. I dont know. I/We dont care.
ALL WE CARE ABOUT IS THAT OUR THESIS PROPOSAL IS DONE AND IT IS FEASIBLE FOR Fouth Year!
hahaha
What A MIRACLE!
I wrote this something to remind me/us that one day, we did something incredible WITHOUT ASKING ANYBODY'S help.
We did a Thesis Paper with the most we can do. And defended it in the best way be can.
(kahit na nang loloko lang talaga si Francis nang sinabi nyang magbibigay kami ng something sa mga manufacturing laboratory para malaman ang importance ng SoyBean Oil as Table Lubricant. hahaha
at Nanloloko lang din siya nung sinabi niyang meron kaming basis/standard na plant material na pag cocompare-an ng gagawin naming SoyBean Oil Extract as Tablet LUbricant. hahaha LOL! :D)
Sometimes, we just have to believe in ourselves that we can do something over what we think we are only capable of because maybe, just maybe, this gamble will help us know even more of ourselves and learn that we still could stretch ourselves from what we are, what we have and what we are capable of doing today for the better and for the future.
Thesis Writing is not just about having a witty cranium, I / We learned based on what we have experienced that Thesis Writing as also about Team Work, great Imagination and alot of Inspiration (from facebook espacially. hahahab LoL!)
Now that Thesis is done, only the Alcohol, good memories and tighter friendship bond will hold us together.
Tuesday, 11th day of March,
we defended our Thesis Proposal for our Technical Writing Subject...
and it was alot BETTER that what we have expected from ourselves!
we call our group Team Miracle. Why and How?
On day one, when our president grouped us for this thesis/research, we never expected that we'd be grouped together; Pam, Francis, Laurie, Claire and I.
The three of us can almost be described as happy-go-lucky students because we party alot, drink every weekends and most of the time are too lazy to do school works. Claire is the only not-so-lazy person so she was really nervous about our group. She was so worried that we'd never finish, or that's we'd fall apart in the middle of doing it, or that we'd let her do all the research, typing, editing and almost everything.
That was a Tuesday night when all we did was to think and convince our president to regroup us but nothing happened. It was almost midnight when we finished discussing, arguing and admitting that we'd really be groupmates altogether.
We let go and let things happen, so we promised ourselves that we'd be doing the works fair-and-square.
One evening, when we were thinking about our title, while we were searching the internet about fun, interesting yet scientific stuffs, I stumbled upon a word which spells "MIRACLE". So i thought, since everyone of us, in our group, loves cramming, its just be good to call ourselves TEam MIRACLE.
Team Miracle - is a group of 5 cool, hot and clever college students struggling to finish their "thesis" as part of the requirements for their TW subject.
our group's name itself united us together. We were so fond of it that we created a Fan Page for it in Facebook who's fans can be counted with you fingers and toes. Hahaha LoL! Well, the main purpose of the Fan Page is to have a place where we can upload as many pictures of us, while doing the thesis. :D
click this and become one of our fans! LoL
Every time there is a paper to be passed for this Thesis Proposal, we do it the fast way- CRAMMING: Do Everything the Night Before.
The cycle is that we go to Laurie's Dorm, call their dorm guard and let him buy our dinner, facebook for about an hour and then when one gets sleepy at pasimpleng hihiga sa likuran namin, that's only the time when all of us be stimulated to be serious and do the researching, typing and editing, that will be around 9pm,plus there's he facebooking/admiring/youtube video viewing in the middle of the researching and reading part so most of the time, we end up at around 11pm-midnight. Sometimes, we do things alot faster than normal because we have exams in a lot of subjects pa the next day so we lessen the Facebooking period.
The First task was to submit a title together with objectives and problems and then back it up with abstracts or journal articles.
Our first five topics were all rejected. :D the funny thing about it, and also the reason why we accepted it was going to be rejected was that 4 out of 5 were about either about ALCOHOL or NICOTINE. Only one is the really thesis-type topic which was i guess accepted but we only needed to change one of our plant source. my favorite topic there was about Acetylcystein's effect on drug-induced hang-overs. hahaha LoL.
So we researched a little bit more and ended up with real Thesis-type topics and in that batch of topics where some were approved and others were rejected, we chose what we wanted to focus our study about.
The Second Task was to do a Matrix for the Review of Related Literature.
we researched in the Library's Online Databases (SCIENCE DIRECT and PRO-QUEST) everything we needed for the paper and then sent the links to our email addresses. The not-so-good part was that we never knew that night that those links can not be opened outside the University grounds, that we still need to connect to the University's Internet server to be able to acquire the full article. It was already around 9:30pm when we realized this super mega huge problem, so we decided that we will come early to school na lang in the morning to get those articles from the library na lang. The next morning, another not-so-good part happened again, Pam arrived at around 8:30 na (we have QC1 class at 9am) and she forgot the titles of the articles we needed to download pa. :D LoL! all we did was to laugh it off, some were disappointed but all in all, it was okay. we still have time, 8 hours at most because the papers should be passed at 5pm, after Pharmacology make-up class. So we downloaded the articles using the library's computers and then printed it out (during lunch break). We ate late lunch na lang during PharCare i guess (2:00-3:00pm) . The MIRACULOUS part was that we finished the MAtrix thing before 5pm!! How? well, during those minuets when Sir Ivan Tanodra was discussing his stuff about pharmacology, we did the matrix! hahaha.. Pam, Claire, LAurie and I divided the works, one person per article. By the time Sir Gavino Ivan was done with his discussion, we were at the back shutting Laurie's Mac Book na.. hahahahaha!
The Third Task was to do the entire Chapter 1.
I already forgot how we were able to come up with a Chapter 1 that Tuesday morning, basta all i remembered was that I di my part (Backgroud of the Study/Introduction) in a computer shop full of cute guys shouting bad words at each other while playing DOTA. and then Claire compiled it and printed it at around 6:30 am that same Tuesday morning when we were to submit it. :D
The Fourth Task was to do Chapter2.
Again, we divided the parts of chapter 2 among ourselves. We did "something similar" with editing at Laurie's place, (they lang pala. natulog lang kasi ako sa likuran nila habang ginagawa yung kung ano man yun. LoL) Ginawa ko lang yung part ko pag kauwi dito sa dorm. I could still vividly remember that Monday night, just last Monday night when all i was granted was around 2 and a half hours of sleep because i still waited for Francis' part to be emailed and then i still edited the entire thing with Pam's snore as my background music. And we still have quizzes for all of our subjects that day: Tuesday. i slept at around 4am that Tuesday morning. I had real fun that night! :)
And the LAst task was to Defend our Thesis Proposal
Again, we did the entire preparation only the night before, it was a Wednesday night at Laurie's dormroom. They did the power point preparation while I prepared myself for my Laboratory examination: CBC night at UST Hospital.
The slides were't finished yet by 7am and our defense will be AT 9:30 AM and i still dont have a formal clothing to wear and pam just left their home at Pasig! hahahhaa..
Cramming..
one hour before defense, our slides are still lacking its components and we were all really pressured. LoL
30minuets before our defense, we still dont have a hard copy of our Thesis Papers for the Panelists and Pam is still not around.
Francis did a Miracle and printed, the fastest he could, those Papers for the Panelists and then Pam arrived and 5 minuets before our turn to defend what we have done, we put on some sort of formal clothing. actually, mukha nga kaming mag paparty sa bar. LoL. hahaha
During the Defense, it wasnt perfect yet it wasnt a disaster.
Our Thesis is FEASIBLE! it is "DOABLE" sir Jay Jazul said.
some of our classmates told us that we had the second to the highest grade that morning, while others said we had the Highest score. I dont know. I/We dont care.
ALL WE CARE ABOUT IS THAT OUR THESIS PROPOSAL IS DONE AND IT IS FEASIBLE FOR Fouth Year!
hahaha
What A MIRACLE!
I wrote this something to remind me/us that one day, we did something incredible WITHOUT ASKING ANYBODY'S help.
We did a Thesis Paper with the most we can do. And defended it in the best way be can.
(kahit na nang loloko lang talaga si Francis nang sinabi nyang magbibigay kami ng something sa mga manufacturing laboratory para malaman ang importance ng SoyBean Oil as Table Lubricant. hahaha
at Nanloloko lang din siya nung sinabi niyang meron kaming basis/standard na plant material na pag cocompare-an ng gagawin naming SoyBean Oil Extract as Tablet LUbricant. hahaha LOL! :D)
Sometimes, we just have to believe in ourselves that we can do something over what we think we are only capable of because maybe, just maybe, this gamble will help us know even more of ourselves and learn that we still could stretch ourselves from what we are, what we have and what we are capable of doing today for the better and for the future.
Thesis Writing is not just about having a witty cranium, I / We learned based on what we have experienced that Thesis Writing as also about Team Work, great Imagination and alot of Inspiration (from facebook espacially. hahahab LoL!)
Now that Thesis is done, only the Alcohol, good memories and tighter friendship bond will hold us together.
The use of Hydrogenated Vegetable Oil Specifically Soybean Oil as Tablet Lubricant
(i revise daw namin, dapat daw
"The Use of Soybean Oil as Tablet Lubricant"
na lang)
(i revise daw namin, dapat daw
"The Use of Soybean Oil as Tablet Lubricant"
na lang)
ÜÜÜ
Cac, Christine Claire
Carreon. Laurie Moreen
Mallari, Pamela Ann Mae
Maningat, Maria Eda
Ty, Francis Adrian
Carreon. Laurie Moreen
Mallari, Pamela Ann Mae
Maningat, Maria Eda
Ty, Francis Adrian
thanks, i really enjoyed that One Semester of working with your guys.
buti na lang masyadong tight ang friendship natin kaya hindi tayo nag fall apart.
I ♥ You!
:)
XOXO
-eda
buti na lang masyadong tight ang friendship natin kaya hindi tayo nag fall apart.
I ♥ You!
:)
XOXO
-eda
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Cramming
Our wall clocks says its already 3am but i think its lying..
my dormmate told me that its twenty minuets advance two weeks ago, well, i dont come late for class anymore so maybe they advanced the time a little bit more..
This is the second night i've been deprived from sleep this week.. and its only a Monday night!
last night (Sunday night), i slept at around 1am and woke up at around 630am.
i did nothing but read, memorize and understand things.
coffee helped me through those struggling moments when all i wanted was to sleep on my bed and forget about QC Lecture quiz, Pharmcognosy Practical Exam, Manufacturing Lecture Quiz and Pharmacognosy Lecture Quiz. (im not the nerd-type.i just watch-out from failing grades XD)
i do this all the time, i cram.. like a typical college student, i love cramming. its fun for me. and it makes my learning more interesting because i when i cram, i start to learn fast and understand faster and then that's it.. im ready for exams which my other classmates studied for nights. (yabang!) LoL!
Yesterday (technically it happened yesterday na because its already Tuesday now), our professors in Parmacognosy Laboratory got mad at us. as in their heads were smoking! and we were so afraid that we want to bring back those minute seconds during our Practical Exam.
Another 3 Plant specimens were broken during the practical exams. We already destroyed 2 specimens last week. So now, they are furious about it. They are saying that somebody destroyed the specimens in purpose because the way it was broken was so perfect, it can only be done intentionally. Mam David, one of our professor in Pharmacognosy Lab who is also our professor in Pharmacognosy Lec was so mad about it and she was shouting in front of our class during lecture hours and said "Kung sino man ang tumarantado sa plant specimens na yon, umamin na! Kundi buong klase madadamay!" She told us that she's going to recompute our grades and when that happens, almost three quarters of our class will fail, maybe including myself. Yes, she can do that. She just showed alot of mercy solving our grades during prelims that's why we passed the period, but if she recomputes it, then we are DEAD!
After class, one of our classmates admitted his fault and said sorry. And all we need to do now is to find CEYLON CINNAMON, ERGOT, SAGE, HYSDRATIS and i forgot the other specimen.
Now, i need to fight against this sleepy feeling again. Im kinda nauseous already but i cant let it get in to me.
I still need to finish Chapter 2 of our Thesis which will be passed tomorrow at 8:30am. My groupmates are already snoring behind me so i really dont have a choice but to finish this myself.
Plus, i still need to go crazy over Pharmacology, the one subject im not lazy to study for.
and then there's the pressure over that long exam at HECO class, Technical Writing, Manufacturing Pharmacy Lab., Quality Control Laboratory plus our defense on Thursday!
Ohhh my..
:D
This is fun!
If college life is a bingo game, then we'd be winning most of the time.
For example, tomorrow, we have exams in all our Subjects, two minor subjs. plus 3 Major Subjs.
BINGO. full house. :D
This is F - U - N!!!
Life's never been interesting.
College has really its own way of changing how people live their lives.
and tomorrow night, i will rest and sleep until the day breaks behind my curtains..until the sun sets infront of our television..
and i'm still going to put here gits' memory..
his cute bulgy eye, his suuper witty psyche, his blue eye glasses and fatty yet hottie figure.
...
that's about it for this morning, i should do my job na.
byeeee
XOXO
-e
my dormmate told me that its twenty minuets advance two weeks ago, well, i dont come late for class anymore so maybe they advanced the time a little bit more..
This is the second night i've been deprived from sleep this week.. and its only a Monday night!
last night (Sunday night), i slept at around 1am and woke up at around 630am.
i did nothing but read, memorize and understand things.
coffee helped me through those struggling moments when all i wanted was to sleep on my bed and forget about QC Lecture quiz, Pharmcognosy Practical Exam, Manufacturing Lecture Quiz and Pharmacognosy Lecture Quiz. (im not the nerd-type.i just watch-out from failing grades XD)
i do this all the time, i cram.. like a typical college student, i love cramming. its fun for me. and it makes my learning more interesting because i when i cram, i start to learn fast and understand faster and then that's it.. im ready for exams which my other classmates studied for nights. (yabang!) LoL!
Yesterday (technically it happened yesterday na because its already Tuesday now), our professors in Parmacognosy Laboratory got mad at us. as in their heads were smoking! and we were so afraid that we want to bring back those minute seconds during our Practical Exam.
Another 3 Plant specimens were broken during the practical exams. We already destroyed 2 specimens last week. So now, they are furious about it. They are saying that somebody destroyed the specimens in purpose because the way it was broken was so perfect, it can only be done intentionally. Mam David, one of our professor in Pharmacognosy Lab who is also our professor in Pharmacognosy Lec was so mad about it and she was shouting in front of our class during lecture hours and said "Kung sino man ang tumarantado sa plant specimens na yon, umamin na! Kundi buong klase madadamay!" She told us that she's going to recompute our grades and when that happens, almost three quarters of our class will fail, maybe including myself. Yes, she can do that. She just showed alot of mercy solving our grades during prelims that's why we passed the period, but if she recomputes it, then we are DEAD!
After class, one of our classmates admitted his fault and said sorry. And all we need to do now is to find CEYLON CINNAMON, ERGOT, SAGE, HYSDRATIS and i forgot the other specimen.
Now, i need to fight against this sleepy feeling again. Im kinda nauseous already but i cant let it get in to me.
I still need to finish Chapter 2 of our Thesis which will be passed tomorrow at 8:30am. My groupmates are already snoring behind me so i really dont have a choice but to finish this myself.
Plus, i still need to go crazy over Pharmacology, the one subject im not lazy to study for.
and then there's the pressure over that long exam at HECO class, Technical Writing, Manufacturing Pharmacy Lab., Quality Control Laboratory plus our defense on Thursday!
Ohhh my..
:D
This is fun!
If college life is a bingo game, then we'd be winning most of the time.
For example, tomorrow, we have exams in all our Subjects, two minor subjs. plus 3 Major Subjs.
BINGO. full house. :D
This is F - U - N!!!
Life's never been interesting.
College has really its own way of changing how people live their lives.
and tomorrow night, i will rest and sleep until the day breaks behind my curtains..until the sun sets infront of our television..
and i'm still going to put here gits' memory..
his cute bulgy eye, his suuper witty psyche, his blue eye glasses and fatty yet hottie figure.
...
that's about it for this morning, i should do my job na.
byeeee
XOXO
-e
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Bicolana Pizza
Thin crust pizza topped with bicolandia's Bicol Express..
yummy!
sa CamSur Watersports Complex (CWC) ko pa lang siya na tikman and i dont know kung saan pang place nakakabili nito..
At first akala ko yucky pero first bite pa lang, gusto ko nang mag bite ulit for more!
Tama lang na thin crust ang ginamit nila kasi kung yung thick ay para ka nang kumakain ng rice at ulam.
Hindi siya maanghang; siguro para na din sa mga tourists na hindi mahilig sa spicy foods although sapalagay ko dapat maanghang siya para malasahan ng lahat ang tunay na chili ng bicol. anyway pwede nang lagyan ng madaming hot sauce.
And everytime na uuwi ako ng Bicol, palagi ko itong titikman..
:)
Thursday, March 4, 2010
talk about Platonic Relationship white board
Every Mondays and Wednesdays, we are assigned at room 202 at the Main Building from 1pm-4pm. I don’t really care what section they are before us or what subject are they discussing about which always keep us waiting till exactly or a little bit later than 1 pm, all I know is that their year level are lower than us, so that make me/us proud of ourselves. LoL. Today was an exemption, because when I entered the classroom, there were three questions written using a purple colored white board marker big enough to catch a student’s attention.
It also says that their answers to the teacher’s question must be passed tomorrow (March4,2010 –which is technically today since it is already 1:30am) put in yellow pad paper.
Since I know (I think I do) the English instructor who asked this “emo” question on the white board, I’m going to try and answer it, too bad I can’t pass this to the teacher.
(hindi ko na napicturan kasi nasaharapan na yung prof. namin, nag didiscuss ng solutions :p)
So here are the questions:
1. In your opinion, does platonic relationships really exist? Explain Exhaustively.
Yes platonic relationships really exist. I can tell you that from what I’ve seen, felt or experienced in my nineteen years of existence.
First, since I wasn’t there when the instructor instructed about this “Platonic relationship”, let me first illuminate you about this two-word noun (tama bang noun yon? Di ko alam. Hehe).
I “googled” it off and here is my most liked meaning:
PLATONIC:
1. The tendency of women to develop close friendships with their male acquaintances, thereby pre-emptively eliminating any possibility of a romantic relationship, the result of which is to remove the poor schmuck's heart and shred it
2. The process by which attractive and otherwise eligible women, when faced by proffered declarations of romantic interest by a male acquaintance, destroy the ego and spirit of said acquaintance by declaring that they only want to be "friends."
Typical response from a female to a male in a platonic relationship:
"I have feelings for you too, I don't want to do anything that could jeopardize our friendship. You're like a brother to me."
www.urbanictionary.com
I know that my source is not that reliable but all of the other more reliable website tell almost the same. I liked this more because of the “schmuck’s heart” word. :D
My answer: I do believe that platonic relationship exists because human heart cannot be dictated, if you feel you are intensely attracted to that one person but he treats you only like a normal colleague or friend, you can never dictate your heart to stop loving that one person you are so fond of. For a good portion of us, attraction to the opposite sex is genetically “hardwired” into our psyche. There’s no way to avoid it. We find the physical form of the opposite sex attractive, the opposite sex exudes pheromones that we find attractive, even something as simple of the timbre of the voice of a member of the opposite can trigger a romantic response in us. Add to that the fact that nothing makes a romantic relationship more successful then when the people involved are “friends first”, and it’s easy to see why platonic relationships can be difficult to keep strictly platonic. Feelings especially that of love is not like a TV station where you can just turn off once the TV anchor tells you to turn the TV off and he then tells you to listen to the radio instead. Like in being in love, you can’t just shut your heart off one person you want to watch, admire, see, mingle, care for, attend to, or love all day long just because he tells you, “I don’t love you back”.
Although many platonic relationships do not work well, it starts when romantic feelings spring up in both parties, then the friendship turns into a romantic relationship and everyone is happy. But a good portion of the time only one of the friends becomes attracted to the other, and then the platonic relationship is in trouble. But I believe that if you are really fond of that one person; your friend, especially if you have been friends for a very long time, you are willing to suffer all the pains just to be with him and continue what you have. In a relationship, it is not always about having fun and being in calm waters because sometimes it is the struggle that spice up the relationship, even for a platonic relationship.
Platonic relationship is really hard to handle and it takes a brave heart, an open mind and courage to keep the relationship going.
2. Why is that sometimes platonic relationships turn sour?
Platonic relationships sometimes turn sour when one of the two parties(her) demand more that what the other party(him) can give. Another point is when she can no more handle the frustration and pain their relationship is causing her.
3. Would you rather stay with your friend even if he does not love you back? Or would you just turn and walk away because you don’t want to get hurt?
This is the question for those stereotype people who has fallen in love with their best friend or one friend in his/her circle of friends.
I would answer this question as if I have fallen in love with my real life best friend.
I would rather stay with my friend even if he does not love me back. In the first place, he is still my friend who held my hand as I cross the dark phases of my life and the same friend who laughed with me during the funniest moments of my journey. He is still that one guy friend who was, not only the closest thing to being my brother, but also the one man I’d like to waste the rest of my day with. The only problem which complicates things is when I felt a deeper kind of love, a love other than “philia”, a love which is named in Latin as “amore”.
It’s weird having this sentiment, especially when I have nobody to share it to since the one guy I tell all my secrets to, is the same secret I keep from the world. Yet, I will stay with my best friend as “best friends” since friendships are never broken so I can still make him feel my love all the time we are together. It is okay to be just friends with him even though I already love him because I believe that one’s lover must also be one’s best friend.
It is really hard to keep yourself from being in love with one guy who would always be sweet for you everyday, who would always walk you home, who would always eat with you during lunch and dinner, who would always buy you ice cream whenever you are sad, who would always give you a big hug when you achieve something incredible and a guy friend who would always be there for you no matter what. Who would not fall for your her definition of Mister right when he is right there by your side, as best friend. He who would give you all but not love.
Platonic relationships really exist, and the thing that’ll make it sour is when she grows tired of loving him but at the end, she would still choose to be with him and be there to make him feel her love rather than to just walk away and be afraid to get hurt.
Credits to
www.urbandictionary.com
http://www.entertainmates.
It also says that their answers to the teacher’s question must be passed tomorrow (March4,2010 –which is technically today since it is already 1:30am) put in yellow pad paper.
Since I know (I think I do) the English instructor who asked this “emo” question on the white board, I’m going to try and answer it, too bad I can’t pass this to the teacher.
(hindi ko na napicturan kasi nasaharapan na yung prof. namin, nag didiscuss ng solutions :p)
So here are the questions:
1. In your opinion, does platonic relationships really exist? Explain Exhaustively.
Yes platonic relationships really exist. I can tell you that from what I’ve seen, felt or experienced in my nineteen years of existence.
First, since I wasn’t there when the instructor instructed about this “Platonic relationship”, let me first illuminate you about this two-word noun (tama bang noun yon? Di ko alam. Hehe).
I “googled” it off and here is my most liked meaning:
PLATONIC:
1. The tendency of women to develop close friendships with their male acquaintances, thereby pre-emptively eliminating any possibility of a romantic relationship, the result of which is to remove the poor schmuck's heart and shred it
2. The process by which attractive and otherwise eligible women, when faced by proffered declarations of romantic interest by a male acquaintance, destroy the ego and spirit of said acquaintance by declaring that they only want to be "friends."
Typical response from a female to a male in a platonic relationship:
"I have feelings for you too, I don't want to do anything that could jeopardize our friendship. You're like a brother to me."
www.urbanictionary.com
I know that my source is not that reliable but all of the other more reliable website tell almost the same. I liked this more because of the “schmuck’s heart” word. :D
My answer: I do believe that platonic relationship exists because human heart cannot be dictated, if you feel you are intensely attracted to that one person but he treats you only like a normal colleague or friend, you can never dictate your heart to stop loving that one person you are so fond of. For a good portion of us, attraction to the opposite sex is genetically “hardwired” into our psyche. There’s no way to avoid it. We find the physical form of the opposite sex attractive, the opposite sex exudes pheromones that we find attractive, even something as simple of the timbre of the voice of a member of the opposite can trigger a romantic response in us. Add to that the fact that nothing makes a romantic relationship more successful then when the people involved are “friends first”, and it’s easy to see why platonic relationships can be difficult to keep strictly platonic. Feelings especially that of love is not like a TV station where you can just turn off once the TV anchor tells you to turn the TV off and he then tells you to listen to the radio instead. Like in being in love, you can’t just shut your heart off one person you want to watch, admire, see, mingle, care for, attend to, or love all day long just because he tells you, “I don’t love you back”.
Although many platonic relationships do not work well, it starts when romantic feelings spring up in both parties, then the friendship turns into a romantic relationship and everyone is happy. But a good portion of the time only one of the friends becomes attracted to the other, and then the platonic relationship is in trouble. But I believe that if you are really fond of that one person; your friend, especially if you have been friends for a very long time, you are willing to suffer all the pains just to be with him and continue what you have. In a relationship, it is not always about having fun and being in calm waters because sometimes it is the struggle that spice up the relationship, even for a platonic relationship.
Platonic relationship is really hard to handle and it takes a brave heart, an open mind and courage to keep the relationship going.
2. Why is that sometimes platonic relationships turn sour?
Platonic relationships sometimes turn sour when one of the two parties(her) demand more that what the other party(him) can give. Another point is when she can no more handle the frustration and pain their relationship is causing her.
3. Would you rather stay with your friend even if he does not love you back? Or would you just turn and walk away because you don’t want to get hurt?
This is the question for those stereotype people who has fallen in love with their best friend or one friend in his/her circle of friends.
I would answer this question as if I have fallen in love with my real life best friend.
I would rather stay with my friend even if he does not love me back. In the first place, he is still my friend who held my hand as I cross the dark phases of my life and the same friend who laughed with me during the funniest moments of my journey. He is still that one guy friend who was, not only the closest thing to being my brother, but also the one man I’d like to waste the rest of my day with. The only problem which complicates things is when I felt a deeper kind of love, a love other than “philia”, a love which is named in Latin as “amore”.
It’s weird having this sentiment, especially when I have nobody to share it to since the one guy I tell all my secrets to, is the same secret I keep from the world. Yet, I will stay with my best friend as “best friends” since friendships are never broken so I can still make him feel my love all the time we are together. It is okay to be just friends with him even though I already love him because I believe that one’s lover must also be one’s best friend.
It is really hard to keep yourself from being in love with one guy who would always be sweet for you everyday, who would always walk you home, who would always eat with you during lunch and dinner, who would always buy you ice cream whenever you are sad, who would always give you a big hug when you achieve something incredible and a guy friend who would always be there for you no matter what. Who would not fall for your her definition of Mister right when he is right there by your side, as best friend. He who would give you all but not love.
Platonic relationships really exist, and the thing that’ll make it sour is when she grows tired of loving him but at the end, she would still choose to be with him and be there to make him feel her love rather than to just walk away and be afraid to get hurt.
Credits to
www.urbandictionary.com
http://www.entertainmates.
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