its really hard to have the feeling that you just cant really utter but if you have this hope that one day you will be able to say what you needed to say then the feeling will soften and life will go on as it is supposed to be.
love is twisted.
cupid sometimes play with our hearts . sometimes he just fail to hit that darn love arrow, but there will come a time he will hit it bull’s eye, we just have to wait. 
good things come to those who wait. if you are ment for each other, then whatever will come in between will not matter because at the end you will still be together.