XX Blog. Hate!

FIRST and LAST

She did not attend his class last time, a lot of them did not.
She admitted it in front of his face when her classmate asked her to help her answer his question.
"Ms. ..., wala ka rin last time diba?" and
she answered "Yes sir!"
He said, "Okay but ... Okay so ..." (he fires his question)
He was like talking to her casually but this time it was about Drug Interactions.
She tried to listen but there's something wrong.

She skipped his class for a reason. She knows it was wrong but she did not feel any guilt. She believed on "The end justifies the mean."

He knows she wasn't around during his class. He knows her. He asked about her. Her classmate told the kolehiyala.

She called her during recitation today after his quiz which she studied yet missed to memorize what was essential, she did not know the answer. She did not understand his lesson by herself last night too. He tried to get her through, he tried to help her but those words he was speaking was like being backfired to him. Her ears was shut. Her mind wasn't working. She was mentally absent. She never understood him. And then she said "I dont know sir." then his head moved sideways in a little disappointment. He made her sit and explained what was he asking her. Still, she was mentally absent.

Her heart was beating faster than normal since her HECO Class, her stomach was like being tickled. It was not butterflies in the stomach this time. She felt really bad, as in her body was not functioning properly. She thought her heart might crash anytime.

Plus she hated him. She regretted the fact that she liked him before.
She wanted to kill herself in front of his cute bulgy eyes and let him see her little bloody heart. She hated herself because she hates him now.

Maybe all is her fault. Maybe she should have just attended his class and ignored him in front and do her undone homework then review for her quizzes.

For a moment, while her other classmates were being tortured with very logical questions from his witty cranium, she felt sadness because she was tempted to cut his class the other day, to not attend a Major Subject for a pharmacy student.


Tonight She will Study.
She will read Chapter 24: Adverse Drug Reaction and some chapters from their prescribed book.
Tonight she is more than motivated to scan her sources of information for tomorrow's lesson.
Tomorrow she will let him forget about his disappointment.
The kolehiyala can do that.

minsan este kadalasan lang talaga TAMAD si kolehiyala.



got to go guys.
need to study.

XOXO
E.